And we derived from Mother Earth.
Formed from specs of dust crashing into one another at light speed, it only took twenty five hundred years for our world to develop. Deep in the core lives the one we call "Ma Shed Po Tattoo." Our race started from mere dust mites, evolving over the years into the Molian race (aka mole men). Ma Shed knew our time had come to conquer the surface, so she taught us how to burrow through the hard minerals between us and the great atmosphere above. It took many years to make the journey, going through many evolutions on the way. We were on our way to inhabiting the bodies that we know now. Once we reached the surface, we hadn't a clue what we would do but the great Ma Shed Po Tattoo knew what she would do. With her incredible force, she pounded the soil from beneath us, forming great mountains. She would send the remaining Molians to the surface to dig expanding trenches that would bring water to our new world making it possible for plants to bloom and give us an incredible food source. There was unbelievable darkness among us so Ma Shed removed the hot molten cored from the center of our planet and tossed it through our tunnel to the surface, as it made it's way into the sky above us, it was caught in our gravitational field, filling the sky with a marvelous light and heat. The only problem? We'd never be able to sleep during this so-called "day", but she had the solved too. She knew if she had set half of the cored in the water she gave us for a few months, it would cool off but still give off a nice glow. This also was thrown into the sky, separating the long day into two parts.
Mc Chris is having a Contest for his song "Nrrrd Grrrl"... the idea was to make a music video and this is what we came up with!
so, here's the plot, basically.. try to keep up.
here, we have "Nrrrd Grrrl" who meets up with Private Dick in hopes he can find the scum bag who took her most special thing, her identity. Lets see what happens!
there were two lemurs in a car.
one lemur turns to the other & says
"how'd you come to acquire that bunk bed?"
& the other one replies
"what do i look like, a toaster?"
this really wasn't suppose to make sense.. don't hurt yourself tryin' to figure it out.... it not making any sense at all is the joke.
it's the last day in January. we're fully into this new year.
i believe I've had a breakdown but can't be quite sure.
there's a numbness in my brain but my stomach feels like a hamster wheel.
I've put myself out there, I've offered myself at minimum wage, i offered every single day i have.
they still don't want me.
it's becoming ridiculous. I've tried so hard and have nothing to show for it.
& no one can see how much I've changed, but i guess that's okay because I'm doing this for me.
i just wish I'd see one glimmer of hope.
i walk in with this valley girl persona, all giddy and "Nice to meet you" and nothing.
nothing works.
I'm even genuinely blissful if they're the same way to me. and nothing.
today, i rolled out of bed and knew what day it was. i was aware of everything going on today and I'm not sure i can do much now to stop any of it.
i guess what i fear the most is not really having someone believing in me.
it hurts, i guess.
tonight is going to be nasty here, the sleet is on it's way.
i guess my mood reflects.
