Pretty in pink, tears flowing in the sink Wednesday. 9.8.04 5:21 pm Haven't updated in a while, but oh well.
I managed to get my hands on a hot pink wig, one of which is uber-sexy like woah if I may say so myself. I wore it to school today thinking, "Wow, this is something different." I turned a lot of heads and managed to look like a human-highlighter... Heh. I got some random compliments and some weird ones too, but at lunch everything turned on meh I'd say 20 people came up to me and asked if it was a wig or not... Can yew say annoying? So these two g-h-e-t-t-o people ask me, "What would yew do if I took your wig off?" And I was like, "Erm, don't or I'll hurt yew." n.n; Yeah... coming from a skinny girl I guess I am not that intimidating, but whatever. So I walk out of the lunchroom and I seperate from mah friends. I was kinda walking a little fast so I could catch up to Ben.... Well, just as I get right next to him I feel someone jerk mah hair. Next thing I know all my books are on teh ground, as well as my wig, wig cap and bobbypins. Of course teh people who did it ran... and I could hear was high-pitched laughter and shrieks. People were pointing and I was just so dizzy. It felt like I was in a whirlpool. I managed to pick up mah stuff and make mah way into teh bathroom. People who were laughing at meh tried to comfort meh... e.e; Screw that. Two teachers gave meh a pass to be late to class and I situated myself.
People are so ignorant... I was so frustrated I was crying. I HATE crying in school... It's just bleh. I mean how would someone like it if I pulled their weave out? It wouldn't be too nice. Plus those kids don't know if I have cancer or not.... Maybe I was getting ready to go on kemo? For all they know they could have scarred mah last years of life forever. People are cruel and need to learn to respect one another. So, I stand out? Does that give someone a right to torment meh? No. Fuck that. I hate this stupid discrimination the human race has for another. Even if you don't like someone or something about them, why can't you just be nice? It's not that hard.
In conclusion, I am buying 4 more wigs just to please mah desires and screw the other people off.
xxKris Comment! (1) | Recommend! And the numbers keeping adding up... Friday. 8.20.04 9:56 am I was looking at teh side of my blog *points to mini-profile*, when I saw teh number "15" next to where it says age... and that's when it dawned on meh. I am 15, not 14... I am 15. *le gasp* I ish old, y0 >.<;
-Party tonight
-Finch show on Saturday
-Last day fo summer on Sunday
-School Monday
-SEAN GOT A MOHAWK!!!! *le drool* n.n;
-And Kasey is uber awesome. *noddles and hugs*
xxKris Comment! (2) | Recommend! I'd rather die than have to see your smile A new beginning 8/14/04 Love is when a person can lie to you and hurt you, yet you still take them back over and over again. Yet that is also an example of a spineless person who is willing to put everyone before themselves. I can no long be that person.
I cried today over a boy who has hurt me more than words can express... He has a girlfriend now, and now I can finally move on after a year and a half.
Although, I can't help but feel pity for the people who have cared about me in the meantime. I'm sorry for making you wait. You know who you are.
"Consider this a letter that I never sent
However inconsiderate it seems
Do you still consider me,
consider me the girl you laughed with
or you learned to live without?... I suck,
I know I'm late,
I know you waited"
xxKris
Comment! (2) | Recommend! ...And the bait has been set Thursday. 8.5.04 11:33 pm She's amazing and for some reason I think I have fallen into some trap. It's like one of those cartoons where there's a carrot resting in the barrier of a rope, lying on the ground, and a rabbit is trying to get the carrot. I feel as if it's just too good to be true.. like, "Wow! I can't believe there's a carrot just sitting there, waiting for meh to snatch at the opportunity!"
One minute I am heartbroken and just left empty, the next I meet a beautiful girl that has just filled meh with glee and happiness. I'm like waiting for something to go wrong. Don't get meh wrong, I'm not obsessed, but I've just been thinking about this.
Like I've stated before, She's like a mirror image of meh... but better. It's bizarre. We share so many interests that it keeps me thinking, "Woah. Is this real? Am I dreaming?" I've never met anyone like her and I love it. I can talk to her for hours about the most random things. I feel so comfortable talking to her, but I know I can be shy at times. I don't want to scare her off or anything... I just don't know. I can't wait to talk to her on the phone. *le sigh* Oh, the giddyness. <3
"What do I do when you get close?
If I kissed your neck, would you slit my throat?"
xxKris Comment! (0) | Recommend! Sunday. 8.1.04 10:12 pm mood: Just kinda there...
listening to: People laughing...
Thanks to Roberto... Yes, Roberto... I have this FABULOUS idea to stick popsicles up my... shirt sleeve. XD
On another note...
"Take me from my misery,
away into your mind...
Make me feel so close to you,
and forever our hearts shall bind."
So... you're on my emo mind.... Proud? I keep thinking of you and I can't help myself. I feel like a dork, but can you really blame meh? I don't know how many times I have to tell you before you believe it, but you are amazing.... I just wish things were different.
"Smiling at the thought of you,
the giddyness of my soul.
You take me to another world,
but this distance can't make me whole."
xxKris Comment! (1) | Recommend! Saturday. 7.31.04 6:23 pm | 
