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'Tis meh


xxSwingLifeAway
Age. 34
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White as rice
Location Bowie, MD
School. Other
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Gimmeh Huggles n.n
Words that touch meh heart <3
"And it may take some time to patch me up inside, but I can't take it so I run away and hide. And I may find in time that you were always right... You're always right. So you sailed away into a grey sky morning. Now I'm here to stay.. Love can be so boring. What was it you wanted?,Could it be I'm haunted? But it's not so bad... You're only the best I ever had. I don't want you back, you're just the best I ever had. The best I ever had..."

"And like a Kodak Picture we will reign, in a memory never to be forgotten.<3"

"I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I like to laugh so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now"

"i'm definitely shaking,
the silence isn't breaking.
backwashed and stranded memories,
of something i thought could be..."

"You are calm and repose. It lets your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins."

"Well she wants to live her life
Then she thinks about her life
Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna live this life"

"Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.
And if my lungs still let me b-r-e-a-t-h-e,
would you breathe air for me.
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you [took away]"
Step inside my mental cage

...And the bait has been set
Thursday. 8.5.04 11:33 pm
She's amazing and for some reason I think I have fallen into some trap. It's like one of those cartoons where there's a carrot resting in the barrier of a rope, lying on the ground, and a rabbit is trying to get the carrot. I feel as if it's just too good to be true.. like, "Wow! I can't believe there's a carrot just sitting there, waiting for meh to snatch at the opportunity!"

One minute I am heartbroken and just left empty, the next I meet a beautiful girl that has just filled meh with glee and happiness. I'm like waiting for something to go wrong. Don't get meh wrong, I'm not obsessed, but I've just been thinking about this.

Like I've stated before, She's like a mirror image of meh... but better. It's bizarre. We share so many interests that it keeps me thinking, "Woah. Is this real? Am I dreaming?" I've never met anyone like her and I love it. I can talk to her for hours about the most random things. I feel so comfortable talking to her, but I know I can be shy at times. I don't want to scare her off or anything... I just don't know. I can't wait to talk to her on the phone. *le sigh* Oh, the giddyness. <3


"What do I do when you get close?
If I kissed your neck, would you slit my throat?"

xxKris
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