listening to: "Blackout" -Muse
mood: Muy tired

What ever happened to little kids being so cute and innocent? It's sick how kids are in such a rush to grow up nowadays. Not that it wasn't bad before, but wow.... Little girls and boys are trying to be like their older siblings because they are just so "cool". Well, if anyone has noticed... 6th graders are on there knees doing sexual acts... o.o;; What has this world come to?! I didn't know what sex was exactly until sex ed class in 5th grade, yet alone how to do the stuff! It's horrible the example that america is placing upon our nation's future. Our generation is the only generation that hasn't done better than our parents... It's sad. I blame t.v. u.u

Just the other day I was walking to go get starbucks... mmm, my double chocolate chip frappicino<3... anyhoo... i was cutting through someone's lawn because it was a lot shorter than walking around the corner... So I am walking and the 6 year old boy who lives there comes up with his sister and says, "Get off my f*ing lawn you b*tch!" Then his sister is like "Aww... you said a bad word!!!!!" And I'm just in complete awe...so i just keep walking. I turn around, out of curiousity, to find that the little boy is flicking me off... 6 years old!!!!!! Wow...

I swear it's MTV.. Every kid wants to be a pimp or dress skimpy so they are "sexy" Since when is wearing a baggy halter top and being flat chested sexy? Maybe to a rapist's eyes... but I have no idea where the parents are in this household... It's mainly what the kids see that are influencing them... If they hear an older sibling cuss... hey... they are older and cool so i can say that word too! ..or better yet, "OMG 50 cent sayd F*you... thas so cool OMG!!! everyone is doing it!!! *hehehehehe* F*you *hahahahaha" e.e; or.. oh my sister kisses boys i can too! and and it's like where are these children's lives going to go? What are they going to do when they are 13 and pregnant/the father of someone's child... It saddens meh...

Escaping from my rant.... Kasey left today and that saddens me even more than the little demented children. I probably won't talk to her til next friday and it's so wierd. I feel so... bleh. A part of my day has now been lost and I don't like adjusting... I was content with just talking to her and now I can't. Meh... I miss her. ;.;


"Don't kid yourself
And don't fool yourself
This love's too good, to last
And I'm too old to train, yeah...
Don't grow up too fast
And don't embrace the past
This life's too good to last
And I'm too young to care, yeah...

Don't kid yourself
And don't fool yourself
This life could be the last
And we're too young to see"


Do you think of me as much as I think of you?
And when I'm missing you, do you feel blue too? xxKris

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listening to: Saves The Day
mood: dying

I find myself curled up in fetal position while typing this. I feel like meh stomach ish about to cave in... bleh. x.x I'm dying and I shall die in front of this computer screen... It shows how much of a life I trully have...

*Ahem* So this day has been totally unkaseyfied and it makes meh sad. *tear* I guess I'll have to get used to it because she's LEAVING tomorrow... Of course I'm in denial and still thinking it is Thursday... I tend to always forget what day is tis in the summertime... School really helps with remembering days. *nods* mmhm.

Anyhoo... I'm gonna miss her s0o0o much... What am I to do without meh Kasey. I've only talked to her everyday for like ever... Well, maybeh not forever... but I'm attached to meh conversations with her. Gives me more of a reason to stare at the computer screen for most of the day...

WOOO! My daddeh just gave meh fries from wendy's!! I don't tink they will help meh stomach, but they are so tempting. *drools* Oh, and boys a bastards that cheat on girls. Greg shall die.. wahh! *nibbles on fry*

"I'm just a girl standing in front of a person, asking them to love her."

xxKris

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Love is like an "Alice In Wonderland" kinda thing. Just imagine yourself sitting there and then you see something (or someone) who catches your eye. Out of curiosity you follow it... before you know it you are just falling... falling into this deep and dark place where there are so many new things. It feels as if butterflies are flying around your insides and everything is entangling itself. You don't know what to think and you try to stop... It's helpless... You just hit the ground hard and you are so confused. You really don't know what to do with yourself. Yet then there are the parts of the new land that you discover that are just so wonderful and you think to yourself you never want to leave that one spot. Then there are the times you'll find yourself in trouble... like someone is chasing after you, but before you know it you'll finally wake up and everything will be okay. The trouble will soon cease and everything will be normal... There's just one thing missing though... Alice never missed the wonderful parts she once saw or experienced... I do.

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listening to: "Still Paradise" -Fairweather
mood: Muy Angry


.....So NuTang decided to delete meh entry, as well as meh entire layout... Hmm peachy, eh? Just meh luck. I so feel like doing that right now...

Anyhoo... my nail polish is chipping and it makes me sad. Poor lime green nail polish is chipping away like meh life. ;.; *emo tear* I think I shall paint them rainbow today and I will be happeh again. Uber coolness.

Last night I felt so happeh.. I couldn't fall asleep once I laid down. Thoughts were swarming in my mind and I felt so...giddy. I haven't been happeh in a while, so it was total wowness. n.n; Kasey is so awesome. I'm buying her a rainbow ring to match mine and sending it to her. <3 She is beautiful.

....She makes me forget that he ever existed.

xx Kris

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