NO! How come I forgot I had tuition class yesterday? At 4.00 pm! This was the first stupid thing I had ever done in 2009. Couldn't believe it!

I was doing some stuffs for my mum at that moment. It was 4.15 pm and I still did not notice I had already missed the class. My phone rang next and it was Teck Kok -my school fellow of course. I missed the call for the first time. At first, I was like: ?, Why does Teck Kok call me? He knows I don't like people misses call me. I sent a message to him then: Yes Chong Teck Kok? (How stupid I was to say this thing.)

Now my phone rang for the second time and I missed it too. I was still utterly in the dark about the matter. So I called him and I was told it was tuition time!!! I was astonished right away! God, this was too stupid!

Again, it rained yesterday, just started at 5.00 pm. Yes, we had to cancelled our plan. It was too bad I still could not start my "Grow-Stronger" plan. However, it won't stop my desire to go on the plan.

Yesterday wasn't good, I have to say!

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I met Reyvent last Wednessday. He was going out to the street and I was standing in front of my house. Then I saw him suddenly. Of course we chatted for a while. We had so many things to talk about. However, God was forcing us to fisnish the conversation quickly. It rained when we chatted happily. That was absolutely bad.

While we were chatting, I found out that we were expecting for the same thing, i.e. we were finding somebody to go on a jogging, probably exercise. We were so coincident. We have made a deal to do it today, later at 5 pm.

You know, I have always wanted to go out for an exercise. People said exercises can build up the muscle and This is one of my goal -



GROW STRONGER

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Oh.. I've always wanted to write about him. His name is Kwang Fai and he is one of my friend during primary school. We're in the same age. I'm currently in Form 5 and he's in Form 4 right now. Feeling odd? Now I'm going tell you why we used to be a good friend but we don't now -it might be the reason WHY.

Let's go back to 2004. It was quite a long holidays in the end of the year and we were I was turning to Form 1. , he was unfortunate to get it and needed to make another year for that.

One afternoon, he invited me to join him for a badminton game. I had rejected his invitation though -for a few times. I didn't say ANYTHING and I didn't ANYONE, I just didn't feel like going out and I didn't like sport. That was it, he thought I despised him. NO! I DID'T MEAN TO.

Another friend of mine -Reyvent had once told me, he asked him to invite me again to join them for another game after that. You may ask why he wanted to do so. He wanted to test whether I was escaping him. If I'd accepted that invitation, that means I was getting rid of Kwang Fai; If I'd not, that means I wasn't getting rid of him. Reyvent didn't mean to do what he was asked at last. He didn't want to betray me. To be honest, I would still reject that game no matter who because I didn't feel like going out and sweating through under the sun. I didn't mean what he was thinking at all. That was just all his unnecessary ideas.

So now we were in the same high school, called S.M.K. Hamid Khan. Guess what he did when he saw me and his other old classmates. For example, he reversed when he saw us (he was probably finding some way to escape us) OR he walked even faster and showed us his dissatisfactory on his face -just like this morning. He is unwilling to talk to us until this day. These conditions have been lasted for 5 years. It is 5 whole years!

An ignorant misunderstanding could bring so much problems. What for? Now tell me why. -No one knows I guess.

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It'd been quite a while since I never seen you went on on MSN. I'd always wanted to ask about you, how's life, bro? I'd wanted to text you, looking forward to your reply telling me, yeah, everything's good here. But you'd always never replied me, so I didn't. I should text you earlier, perhaps there was still a little chance to change your mind. Though, it's too late.

Bro, I've never expected that you would tell me about what's going on with you lately by that way. Honestly, what you'd told me just now was rather surprising. You'd just told me the little part and that was totally surprised me. You and me ended a five minutes conversation on MSN. I started the conversation and you ended it without telling me how's your life without schooling and you went off strangely. You still haven't answed to my question. 'When did you stop?'

For now, I'm not sure about you. I was astonished at your news. I feel so upset now. Keep asking myself why did you want to make such a big, hard decision? I understand you of course. You told me you couldn't study and wouldn't want to waste your dad's money. Although I've just known you a little time, perhaps, one and a half year but once, we'd been so close together eventhough I didn't know much what was running in your head. However, I could see there were sense of justice in you. You're a true friend of sincere who everyone can be.

If I were given a chance to talk to you and listen to your load, I'll certainly try to convince you not to let go of your education. I don't know how your parents feel, but it must be an unpleasant news to them. You're only seventeen, same as me, but at least, you push yourself until SPM, you're still a teenager, what can you do other than schooling now? No matter how tough, hard, terrible it is, you should make yourself to the end and after that, you can do whatever you want whether you want to continue your education OR go out and find a job/skill, you can be another man the next day.

I'm worried about your future. I've once stopped for a minute, my eyes open larger and fall my mouth half-opened. You were just... hard to believe. You're the only one among my friends who stopped their education at this age. Really, for some seconds, I was silent.

'Your decision's a real surprise! I understand though. I wonder how your future would be, but here I am, anytime.'

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