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disneyland
Sunday. 11.19.06 12:52 am
yesterday i went to disneyland!! it was so much fun!
i went with my friends janessa, honey, and tracy. we went on so many rides. i think the best one was space mountain.. its like you go up and then you see all of these stars and it seriously looks like you're on space! im so happy that i live in california cause disney land is only a half hour away. i know you're jealous! its strange how some of the rides in disneyland seriously looks like an acid trip! hmm like the log ride has a whole bunch of neon glowing mushrooms and theres some alice in wonderland looking rabbits and stuff haha pretty funny.
the best thing about going to disneyland is that it seriously is the happiest place on earth. .. why?? because so many HOTT GUUYS GO THERE!! HAHA SEERIOUSLY! they make waitng in long lines sooooo worth it!! i had some smiles at me. and some eye snipers haha pretty sweet
theres this one ride in california disney and it's called soarin' and basically you sit in a chair and like this overhead thingy pops up blowing air down on you so it feels like you're really flying through the air and the thing lifts you up in the air and i looked down and far below was people on differnt rows and stuff. and theres a point where it takes you through an orange grove and you can actually smell ORANGES!!! its crazzzyy! yeahhh pretty good times. execpt the fact that we didnt go on tower of terror. i wanted to go on that ride the first moment we got to disneyland... but no. they decided we'll go there last. and we ran out of time cause we had to leave early for hula practice... =[ damn hula practiceeee and we were all exhausted.. the most tierdest ones [ is that even a word?]
Today Eman's sister got married to David, FINALLY. Right now i'm not really getting along with Eman and it's so frustrating. Well, i went to the wedding reception and at first i wasn't invited. But when Mitsi went to the wedding they took a family home evening picture and i was the only one missing. So Melina told Mitsi to tell me to go to the reception because were friends. Even thought I'm not friends with Eman that much, i went for Melina. It was her wedding day and i wanted to be there and not look back thinking, i should have gone. The thing is, i actually have kind of a fun time! Ryan is always funny so is Mitsis mom and David too. But then i was fighting with myself saying, i kinda want to talk to Eman, what if i never gave him that note that told him what is been ticking me off about him lately. What if i never said anything and i kept being quiet. I couldn't i had to tell him, there's no going back now. It's annoying how much this could irritate me. Music came on and i danced, not very good. but it was fun haha.
Afterward when everyone as saying their good byes Mitsi goes over to Eman. It was just them two and she was talking to him for like 5 minutes i knew she was asking questions about me and him, making sure things were ok. I just don't want to think about him.
Thinking about the future, and what we both thought we could be is now gone. Then i look at David and Melina and how they were friends in high school and now they're married, it's weird. and it was just so totally awkward when i was there. =/
I'M SO TIRED OF DEPENDING ON PEOPLE. I SWEAR I WANT TO KILL ONE OF THEM. im stressing out so much i feel like im about to get myself an ulcer. May someone give me the permission to slap someone on the head?! I never want to work with retarded people ever again. Group work should be banned, because there's always the little smart person who gets crapped on. Or people who don't give a shit but in reality i do! ASSHOLES these days. Forget being a damn nurse. Engineering here i come.
I'm sorry group but i've been working my butt off for 2 weeks straight and when i began to rely on people they basically slap me on the face.
it's absolutely nowhere.
- checked all through the car
- outside
- the trashcan where i could have accidentally thrown it away
- my clothes
- everything,
- i looked through things, into things
- i looked in places that i knew would be a place it couldn't have been, but looked just in case
- it's just nowhere
- I've searched for days now and it it absolutely lost.gone.taken away from me forever.
it's like the universe took it from me.
goodbye straight teeth, goodbye to the teeth i always worked hard to get.
