Saturday. 1.1.05 2:03 pm
I can't believe it's 2005! I feel!... odd. To many mixed emotions, as usual. But, there is one reason I am very proud of myself, I'm still here. that would have been possible without Lori or Mike ~>THANK YOU!!<~ well another year to look forward to, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Sunday. 12.26.04 7:49 pm
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, wrote my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
I luv this song White Houses. It reminds me so much of... -sighs- AnYwAz.. for Christmas I recieved a new cell phone .::finally!::., new converse, watch, other chicky accessories, and money! I went to our friends nanna's house and I had a good time. I mostly talk to Jordan about boiiz .::I'm a chick wha'd ya expect? lol::. Well I'm gonna go off and find something that will get my mind of this subject.. ByEz!!!
Friday. 12.24.04 9:54 am
Saturday. 12.11.04 10:13 pm
Today was our traditional Disney trip with the Adams family. We all ate in Canada in EPCOT and then me and Jordan ran out before here lil sister could follow us. We completely circled where all of the countries were, went on the ride in the golf ball, and rode mission space 3 times. After all that we went to magic kingdom and Jordan and I rode Rokin Roller coaster 2 times. That ride is so much fun, I could ride it all day lol. Even through all of the fun I felt guilty. I signed up for the Madrigal Dinner for Chorus, but my mom wouldn't let me go bcuz of this Disney trip.. I hope Carswell isn't to mad..
Sunday. 12.5.04 6:04 pm
Isolation. Just leave you alone. You can be found
in a dark place, rotting in your own self pity.
After all, no one else understands, right?
How do you deal with your depression?
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It's funni how things change.. I took the same quiz a few days ago and pasted the results on my other site. I took it again just now and this is what came up..
Someone has been going around classrooms stealing valubles from peoples bookbags. But for Chorus he broke in and stole every cent, every check, just everything.. all 6,000 dollors... The choral department is going to to start more fundraisers. I hope this jackass get caught.
Today my parent through a party. My friend jordan, her 2 sister, parents, and Grandparents came. Along with our 2 neighbors, my ex and his parents, and my 2 cousins from Maine. It was pretty fun. I just mostly talked to Jordan and here lil sister followed as usual. My ex spent most of his time alone, on the computer or talking to my cat.. All of the adults were out on the party porch in our back yard talking and Jordans oldest sister and my sister were in my room on the computer most of the time.
In other news.. MY HAIR IS STRAIGHT!!! I went to a friend of ours house and me and my sister had our hair permenatly strightened. I'll need to get a lil more use to it but I LOVE IT!! The friend of ours worked with my dad. Her daughter and I got along great! lol. Shes 19 and was in chorus as I am now. We have alot in common and she seems like a fun person to hang around.
Well I'm done with my useless babbling that none of you are reading. I'll try to make my next entry more interesting. .::I have to say this.. ~ to the guy I have a crush on.. i love you so much, i just wish you knew.. ::. ttyLaterz! ByEz
Turkey Daii and Concert
Tuesday. 11.30.04 8:55 pm
I just returned from the Christmas Concert not to long ago, but I'll talk about that laterz.. Wednasdaii morning my mom came home from the hospital and we had the most skrewed up ghetto Thanksgiving at 11:54am. We had a turkey brest the looked, smelled, and tasted like ham and are side dish was chocolate covered almonds. In the end we had pumpkin pie and then the usually boring daii went on. Around 2pm Karen came over and picked my older sister, Sam, and I up so we could once again, have Thanksgiving, lol. It was awsome and really good. Sam and I mostly hung out with Kyle and I think Tyler is jelous, lol. after that the Daiis went on and Sundaii we hung out with Karen and her family as we did Wednesdaii. We were at a different hotel and Kyle had a friend of his there. She was pretty kool. We basicly just walked around, sometimes running away/chasing each other. In the end we sat out in the golf course acting stupid and jumping on hills and then rolling down them. Anywaz.. back to the concert. I waz so friggen nervous in the begining. A few of my friends told me I had an english accent all before the concert lol. when we were on stage I was tense the first to, but kinda layed back thhe rest of the time. On one of the Christmas songs my throat kinda closed up and I had to fake it through the entire song. After ore Choir was finished Luis, Daniel and I sat in the back of the church listening to the final Choir. While going round the building to the front of the church Justine was there but when we sat down she was gone.. atleast I wasn't alone. Now I sit here still typing what none of you are reading, thinking of something else to say...... and thats all! I'll write again Laterz
Saturday. 11.20.04 5:55 am
Tuesday. 11.16.04 9:18 am
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