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Whats the worst you take?
from every heart you break

everything's a blur, i feel so fucking stupid. I'm not going to let this happen again. skrew love..

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I went paintballing again. its so much fun! we were out there for alosmt 5 hours lol. I ran into John again and Josh was there. Josh asked me is i wanted to go one on one with him. he shot me in the head! lol. i still have orange paint in my hair.the worst game i played was the first time we played a round of 4 on each teams, 3 teams. the second time it was 3 on each team, 3 teams and it was so much fun. I ran into a few guys i played with the first time i went, so it made it better knowing more people. I had so much friggen fun and i can't wait to go again! =D

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last night and this morning was so much fun!I It was the 05 hardwoood dance for my highskool, my first highskool dance!~ bought a dress at the FL mall in JC Penny bcuz the dance had a dress code. everyone basiclly had to be a barbie lol. I had an all black dress that came dowm at an angle and had thress layers of frill. Mrs Rennie had to give me a ride so i made it there an hour early and got in free! =D slowly more friends came and slowly everyone started to dance. Justine and I were going to make a joke the we were in love and I was going to tell jason. before we planned on doing that a friend of Justine came by and she pulled me on her and said this is my g/f! not knowing jason was standing right there. he looked at the way we were standing and sorta turned away and acted weird after that. i didn't kno whether to laugh or beg for forgiveness. Later on justine and i were slow dancing, and Brandy's girlfriend ~setphanie~ kept looking us like she was trying to see if we were joking or making fun of them. I saw them and the bathroom and brandy and her gf looked really upset. when i walked in staphanie just gave me the eery glare and she freaked me out. Later on i thing jason got the idea justine and i weren't lesbians and joined in on the fun. it was one of the best night in my life and im glad i decided to go. after the dance we all said our good-byes and Justine and Trina were going out to dennys. it was around 12am and my parents said i could go with them! and that they would met us there. i was very suprised my mom finally said yes i can get in the car with someone under 21.well we ate at Denneys and i got home around 1:oo. Monkey was online so i talked to her for a lil bit the fell asleep 1:3o-2:ooish I had so much fun and i can't wait till another dance.

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I am so BORED! There's nothing to do. Moving on to events yesterday was pretty kool. Mike, Jason, and Jordan came over along with Jordans famiy and Mrs. Karen and Tye and Lauren. Mike, Jason, Jordan and I mostly hung out in the R.V. playing cards games and talking about random things. Over all I had a great time =D. School wise all my classes are kool except leadership english 1. I would rather die then spend the rest of the semester starting the day with that class. The teacher is very mono tone and just shoves the work in our face without explaining it very well or at all. .::bangs head on desk::. it drives me insane! I have no classes with Mike or Erin but have Geometry with Shavon =D. I'm glad i kno somebody. Chorus is still all the same. Oh, and I now have C lunch, the last lunch with all the seniors. Thank god for chorus or I wouldn't kno anyone. Well I'm off to find other ways to waste my time. I shall write again, ByEz..

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