Well, back at this thing again and what is there really to say? Not much, I suppose. Just the usual routine for me, waking up late and watching the same shows..... Anyways, I was just thinking and I realized I have waaaay too much time on my hands. I mean I was actually havng a serious pondering over whether Tupac's or Biggie's lyrics were more significant. And I for one am not totallyinto rap although I do enjoy some, but my musical tastes are quite diverse. Soo, now I am on a mission bc I apparently do have time to waste...

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Sooo, today I finally transferred all of my old blog, and it's sad to accept but I'm really not interesting. I had to take all of the entries from the previous site, anga-xay, if you catch my drift (wink, wink). LOL But, anywayses, my life has gotten better since I last posted or if anyone bothered to read the old entries. I'm doing what I feared I would be doing all summer, being a BUM. However, all is not lost. I've since decided that I should put time to good use and stop sleeping all day. Tomorrow, my calling shall be: seamstress. Future plans have yet to be decided and I make no promises on an end product to show my workmanship.

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STATUS: why, oh, why?

Today I finshed my finals but I'm not too sure about them.....

Anyhow, I need a job for the summer and i have slacking about getting one. I need to get myself in gear and make some money bc this chick is broke. But, since I'm picky, I guess that my options are prett much closed. Oh well. But I really do want to work.

So anyways, I'm back in my relationship rut, or more accurately, relationship canyon, seeing as I don't even have my partner within view. I thought I may have but then things never do work out now. I think it's karma coming back to haunt me. I really can't think of what I could have done....oh wait... never mind, I may have reason(s) to believe I'm getting mine now. You know, I just don't get it, guys always complain about girls being too this or that, but when it is obvious that a girl is interested the guy makes no move!

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STATUS: yeah, this describes it Staying home alone on a Friday Flat on the floor looking back On old love Or lack thereof After all the crushes are faded And all my wishful thinking was wrong I'm jaded I hate it I'm tired of being alone So hurry up and get here So tired of being alone So hurry up and get here Searching all my days just to find you I'm not sure who I'm looking for I'll know it When I see you Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom Staying up all night just to write A love song for no one I'm tired of being alone So hurry up and get here So tired of being alone So hurry up and get here I could have met you in a sandbox I could have passed you on the sidewalk Could I have missed my chance And watched you walk away? I'm tired of being alone So hurry up and get here So tired of being alone So hurry up and get here You'll be so good You'll be so good for me -John Mayer, "Love Song for No One"

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STATUS: who knows?

Well, I know that I haven't written anything in a while but honestly I have been totally out of and under the weather. I still don't think that I'm quite myself but I'm trying. Anyhow, recently I have been have those inner battles that, I hope, everyone has so it's not just me being crazy, about what they are dooing and if it's the right thing. I mean I'm just not satisfied and I want fulfillment and I do realize that it takes work but I need to know what work to do in order to the gratification that I'm looking for.

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STATUS: ..hazy...blurred...?????????

Anywayses, this week has been entirely awful!!!!!!!! AND it's only WEDNESDAY! I am not sure what will happen next. Ok, just to give an update my bro's sickly in hospital type and so the days have been all out there. AND I'm also ill just not so severely just my usual sinus problems which if you have witnessed before you know that they are no picnic and I will have swollen eyes resembling that of the Hunchback of Notre Dame. Anyhow that just sets me up for the wonderful things to come of course bc you probably know the weather has been oh so pleasant at the beautiful temperature of um let's see 105 degrees??????? yeah so this is all great. Tonight we also had an emergency with the lovely little puppies that I've mentioned before, yes they were dehydrated and had to be rushed to the animal hospital at about 10:30 this evening and we didn't get home until near midnight. SO this week I have been in and out of hospitals and worrying constantly although nobody should know about that. But hopefully things will get better although I know that it just as likely that things may become worse. I just don't know what to do. And yeah this seems trivial but all my work for english is due in about um 8 hours and yeah.

Well, I don't know what else to say my mind is just about crammed with everything it can take which includes all the stuffiness that I have been dealing with. So, how about a nice game of chess???

~Give me all that you have, never ask for anything in return and I will give you all of my world.~

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