argh! its just frustrates me for people to act like they've figured me out ya know. to actually claim that i am messin with your head once again. well, like i said, again, what is there for me do to prove to you that i want you in my life, right next to me, hand in hand, more then friends. someone opened my eyes and made me see the things i've done. believe it or not, i like you a whole lot more then just to be messin around with you. you mean a lot to me ya know. right now, its pretty stupid sayin all this on here, but its the only way i can be able to control what i say without things comming out stupidly ya know. i fear that... one slip of the wrong word will ruin my chance to be with you. i do want to say these things to you in person to prove to you that im not fuckin with you're head and out to hurt you again. i shouldnt ask you when i should tell you these things, nor should i ask if you're ready. you say you're lookin for a man, then i will be man enough to ask you straight up without hesitation, doubts, and lack of confidence because my feelings are true enough to give me strength. i will only talk about this be it the right time and place because right now the situation of workin together will only cause static between us. but knowing that, dont let it stop what we already have though. i just want us to take a step further, not a big step because i want us to last and build up.

well my back is killing me for the past couple days, ill end this here... lateZ

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i just dont get it...
you say ya need a
man in your life
then wtF am i?
i care for you
just as much
and more
when we first
got together
you said we
didnt have a
past and now
we do. but
you're lookin
for someone
new. i just
dont get it.
you also said
you're tired of
the gstah life
and the guys
you've been
with was part
of that lifestyle.
im not even
like that. so
what's the prob
with being with
me. dont even
give me that
rebound bs.
its just like
how you had
1 guy for each
month that
f*cked you over
hell, im the one
guy that aint
gonna do that
to you. but you
dont even see
that at all. its
like they says
you dont see it
when its right
there in front
of you. im doin
all that i can to
make you notice
but you avoid me
for who knows
what reason. what
is there to do
to change your
view bout us.

once again, dont take this all the wrong way.
you know that im blunt. i tell it as how i see it.
we know each other well. we connect like no other.
so why cant you just give it another try. i will do
my best of my abilities to make things work cuz i
believe this, us, we, will work out nicely. ive changed
for the better. i aint perfect, but i am doing best
with what i can. things dont happen just like that.
it takes time for things to change. thats why i am
hoping that you're views about us will change, and
that those feelings do come back because my
feelings for you is true as what my heart has to offer.
i dont know when to mention this but if you havent
noticed, i chuckle a lot. as you know, you're miss gigglez.
ill be your mr. chuckles if you could be my miss giggles...

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this is fairly new to me... so it'll take a bit for me to start writting in here. if i had to say somethin... i would say... lets give it one more chance.

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This is great... =P

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