I'm not really sure what I'm going to do. My Mom wants me to go to her Christmas party but i'm not sure if i'm going to go yet. I guess I should since I don't have anything else to do really. I can't believe in less than two weeks i could be leaving for a year and a half. Everytime I think about it i get sad. Time has flown by. I guess i'm still in shock about going to Iraq.

On to happier matters I geuss there really isn't a point to be sad about it all the time. Tonight a whole bunch of us (Cody, Carmen, Kyle, Eric, Raline, Shawn, and I) were all suppost to go see meet the Fockers but now i don't think Shawn and I are going. I'm not sure why exactly. He says he wants to see it tomorrow, but i can't go tomorrow cuz i have to go to a Christmas party. I geuss we'll figure it out somehow. But i am so going to that movie cuz it looks hilarious.

I'm not really sure what's happening for Christmas this year. I know i'm not really getting anything since I'll be leaving, but i geuss that makes sense. I'm almost done with Shawn's gift. I mean i already gave him the biggest part of it but I wanted him to have stuff under the tree on Christmas,lol. He's not very patient about waiting to find out what it is, lol. I just can't tell him, ofcourse that's not as easy at it seems. Cuz he gives me the saddest lil face, and its hard not to give in and tell him, but it would so ruin the gift if i told him. So You just have to wait Shawn Daniel. Sorry hun but u'll see why on Christmas.

I love you Shawn an I miss you already. I hope you have a great day.

Toodlelu everyone.

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Yesterday night we went to gavins to cut deer meat, and then Shawn soaked it in all this stuff. This morning Shawn and I finished making his deer jerky. That was interesting. I love my Shawn you never cease to amaze me. I got to ride the snow mobile yesterday too, that was fun, although it was quite chilly out.

Today so far i think i've done a zillion loads of laundry. And i made brownies i love brownies. Now Carm, Vivi and I are off to Wysox to run some errands. Well thats all for now. Toodles.

I love you Shawn

I so have to learn how to fence lol.

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on Shawns lap. I figured I'd better update although not much really happened today. I did figure out how to put pictures in entries and mods thanx to Michelle. I really want to go iceskating with Shawn. I always thought it'd be fun to skate around having someone to catch you when you fall and hold your hand as you skate around a circle. I'm a sap i know but i can't help it i geuss.

I ate at Charlies today with my brother and Shawn. Eric ordered a whole pitcher of pepsi for himself it was hilarious. I love my brother he's so funny. And he's my bud.

Well i'm gonna go hang out with my Shawn :) I love you hunni although i can tell u that since i am sitting on your lap :P

Toodles everyone :)

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I do love snow truely i do but i hate not being able to go anywhere because of it. I can't go see Shawn. And i miss him, how could i not miss him, he's so damn lovable. I miss him as soon as he's gone. I love you hun. I hope school gets canceled tomorrow so we can hang out, but i think it stopped snowing :(

Today was good. It made me appreciate my family because they'r so wonderful, supportive, and just awesome. I know they'll always be there for me.
To all my family I love you and I'm gonna miss you when i'm gone.

The guy from church is doing alright i geuss. He was up and walking at the hospital so that's good.

My friend Kat's Grandma had a stroke so i' hope she's doing okay and gets better. It always seems that during this season so many bad things happen.

I can't wait to go on your snowmobile Shawn, that'll be so awesome :)
I can't wait till xmas break, i really can't , and i'm not even in school anymore, lol. Thanks for going to my family dinner with me. You're wonderful hun. I love you so much. You're my everything, you make everyday special. I love you

Happy Holidays Everyone !!

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Well today I went to church with my whole family and Shawn. Everything was going along and then all of a sudden this one guy collapsed. It was horrible. I feel so bad for the guy and his family. :( I hope he's gonna be alright.

Now I'm going to my family Christmas party, and I still feel horrible for the one guy at church. We have our big homemade gift exchange and a yummy dinner. I'll write more when i'm in a happier mood. Everyone pray for the poor guy at church.

I love you Shawn

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yea thats my new sayin. instead of as if not that i say that but thinkin on how it could be ass if makes me laugh.

Well today Carm and me made brownies, and lotsa more brownies. It was fun. I have also worked on my french which i am finishing up tomorrow morning. Actually emailing out tomorrow.

I also wore a mud mask, it burned i was teary eyed. But now my pores are sparkling clean.

Then i fell ass backwards out of a chair. I'm not sure how i managed that but i deffinatly did somehow.

I need mountain dew, i so wanna be hyper lol.

Tonight me n' Shawn are going to the movies. Yay! I can't wait i hope the movie we wanna see is playin. I love you Shawn u'r my everything. I LOVE YOU :) can't wait to make out durin the movie lol thats what movies are for. I'm so in love with you ahh, i' m goin crazy smilin bought you. Love you hun.

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