Here I am again. Yes its me. We jus got back from being in the field for like seven days. That was interesting. I got to ride in a touret seat of a hum v. I got to drive a hum v. I got to do all kinds of stuff and i geuss i learned alot. but when we got back it was straight back to work. so everythings been so messed up everything. the beginning of the week was horrible. and now everythings horrible cuz i jus dont' feel like dealing with anything. i jus wish i could have some time to myself. I need to get away and i can't. I jus don't know what to do. I know what i should do but i dunno. I should jus keep my chin up or whatever but i jus wanna crawl in my bed and cry. well i geuss i shouldn't complain iraqs going to be alot worse. I just hope i don't die. I mean in all the stuff we're learning we here about how all the people are dieing. i' mean they show us videos and pictures. I totally don't understand anything right now. i mean everything in this world is so messed up.
well i geuss i've done enough complaining for now but i don't really have anyone to talk to. I mean even if i do talk to someone they don't completly understand but owell i geuss.

Shawn- I love you but u've put me through hell and back. I don't know what to say or think. I really can't believe u did that to me. I geuss I really jus need a hug but i can't have one. I hope i get one of your letters today. well sorry i wrote my first statement but i'm jus kinda venting frustrations in my nutang today. I love you.

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Write tab a letter! PFC Lane, Tabitha HHC, 2BCT, 28ID(M) Bidge, 2490 Camp Shelby MS 39407-5500

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Hey Everyone it's me, yes its really me. All is going well. The days seem to be flying by because we're always so busy. I haven't had a day off since before i left. I can't really write much b/c i don't have a lot of time. I jus wanted to say hey.

I also wanted to say I love you Shawn. I'm really sorry i haven't been able to talk to u that much. I know it hurts u went i can't talk alot. I'm really sorry sweetie. I wish we could talk more. You're my everything sweetie I love you. and yes I'll be you're Valentine. Thanx for the gifts hun you're so sweet. I love you!

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tab couldnt qualify with her m-16 but after some encourage words from her sexy caring boyfriend she qualified todayand shes very proud. anyway time for work.

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tab is shooting a gun all day. just imagine that. funny, yet very scary, and to me a little arousing. if you think so ill kill you.

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this is shawn, being the only one that actually talks to tab everyday she told me to update her nutang from time to time. A short summary of events so far Tabitha -is having a miserable time
-wants to come home
-got alot of shots
-had the stay up 27 hours yesterday
-got really sick last week
-has to start physical training tommorow
-still has no idea just whats going on
-gets to come home in 6 months after she goes to california
-tells me she loves and and misses me 200 times a day
-likes to talk to me on the phone ALOT
-writes me like 3 letters a day
-cant seem to find a whole lot of time for anyone else
haha she makes me feel so special its like she is right here i am really glad we keep in touch so well. Tab misses everyone but me the most :) with her dog in a distant second

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