Well its pretty early today so not much has really happened but i'm working and i'm bored so why not. Tomorrow i have my first day off since i've been here and i can't wait. i have no clue what i'm going to do but so far sleep, and laundry are on the agenda.

everythings been pretty crazy lately. deffinatly haven't gotten much sleep lately but that really is my own fault. owell having fun was worth missing all that sleep anyways. wont be able to do anything in iraq must have fun now.

i almost forgot it was valentines day. wow, i need help. it looks like i just got a valentine. :)

well i geuss i must return to my very entertaining, enjoyable, job.

man have you ever had a headache b/c u got too much sleep when u only slept till 7? wow

toodles everyones.

Happy Valentines Day!

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I'm sorry it has to be like this. I never wanted to hurt you sweetie. You'll always be in my heart.

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today is yet another sunday which i didnt yet again get to go to church. today Bender and i ran around getting stuff for the col. and other ppl. it was kinda fun since we got to leave the base. plus i got to eat mcdonalds and i so had a milk shake.

Last night i got to eat real food. My sections and i went to chilis it was fun sept i was yet again really sleepy. then we went to wal mart. Its pretty sad when u get excited about going to wal mart but when ur in this enviroment its fun lol.

i miss my doggy.

byes

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I don't know why but I feel so sad. I don't even have a reason. I just don't feel right. I really don't know what's wrong with me i just don't feel like being happy. I don't have a reason whatsoever. It's even sunny out today and i'm still sad.

Today we're suppost to get done early but i don't really see that happening.

My goal is to try and get some time to breath tonight. I wish i could go on a walk by myself. But unfortunatly we're not aloud to go anywhere by ourself. I know i nice long walk with a nice breeze would clear my head a little bit.

I can't wait to be free again.

I love you Shawn. Can't wait to talk to you tonight. I got a letter from you today. Maybe i'll get to write you one later. I hope you had a good day sweetie. I love you.

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Right now i'm so confused about everything and anything you could possibly imagine. I wont explain because it was just cause me more distress. I just wish i knew what i was suppost to do most of the time. I mean i know what everyone else thinks i should do but i jus don't know what i want.

well onto less confusing matters its still raining in mississippi. rain and mudd rain and mudd. We've been pretty busy. I haven't got a chance to write one letter in like a week or so. I finally got to call my mom so that was good. i really miss everyone. i can't believe a months already gone. while we're in the states it doesn't seem like it'll be so bad. I mean i'll adapt. I'm just worried about being in Iraq.

tonight i hope to do laundry or go to the gym i guess depending on what time i get out. It'll prolly be late cuz i'll prolly have to come back after chow. Well to all my friends and fam i miss you all. I hope everyones doing good.

-Shawn- I love you sweetie. I know everythings been really hard lately. I'm glad i have you by my side. I can't wait to get my suprise. I wanna get u something but theres not much around here, but i think i have an idea. I love you sweetie. I gotta get back to work. Hope you had a good day.

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in Mississippi. I have come to the conclusion that i really don't like this state. The weather is so unpredictable. I know i shouldn't comlain when everyone back home is in freezing weather with tons of snow.

I geuss i'm better now. Theres no sense in being miserable. I talked to a few of my friends and they helped me out a lot. I'm feeling better. I miss everyone from home tho. I'd like to thank everyone sending me letters cuz that really helps a lot. I have a lot of good friends here. I've met lots of people. well i have to go do my boring job sorry. bbl

I love you Shawn sorry can't write more

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