Tuesday. 8.30.05 3:19 am
Be my drug and I will worship you.
I will destroy my being to have you running in my veins.
Do you not yet comprehend that you are my need.
My gullet is dry, lips cracking; but yet I can so vividly remember your taste.
I have never pretended to being anything other than an addict.
And all I have required is never to be asked to change.
So as I am on bended knees hear me, be my drug and I will worship you.
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Monday. 8.29.05 12:32 pm
i'm amazed by you!
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Sunday. 8.28.05 4:29 pm
The time has come for me go to where nightmares lurk.
I've put it off, but cant no more tomorrow I must work.
Yet before my eyes enjoy the rest they so long fully deserve.
Just let me say to all awake "till purpose gives new birth".
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Sunday. 8.28.05 9:43 am
Awaken in me the child, for I yearn for ignorance.
Ignorance to see the beauty of nature;
Ignorance that makes it impossible for me to judge.
Awaken in me the child, for I yearn to be powerless.
Powerless to send men to their deaths;
Powerless to influences the minds of others to suit my own.
Awaken in me the child; for I yearn to question.
To Question the decision I am directed to make;
To Question the norms the world creates.
But most of all;
Awaken in me the child, for I yearn to love.
To Love the simplicities of touch that are so often derogated;
To Love the feel of presence even if that is all that is offered.
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Friday. 8.26.05 10:59 pm
Shunned by the world; so I hide.
Longing though for that I cannot comprehend.
My walls are high; defenses profound.
Yet in constant dread is my stance.
I pray for a hero, sent for me alone.
I long for an angel of centuries old.
For though meaningless my existence is,
I fear death just as I fear your kiss.
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Friday. 8.26.05 1:23 am
You enchant me with your scorn of my beliefs,
You entice me to experience what I refuse to feel.
Though disdain and contempt are all you offer,
I hang to each word as an addict savours the last drops of the nectar of his drug.
You have uncreated what took forever to create,
Yet as much as I hate you I love more still.
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