Last nite was soo much fun! I dont think i have laughed so hard in forever. The girls were crazy and even though we lost the match was a blast!! I got my mind off of things and just had a fun time....funniest thing tho had to be Ana, ppl from Bolivia really dont understand wrestling all that well. I guess im going to go be lazy and sleep. One week down and the rest of our lives to go!

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so i guess i few of you said that this was bound to happen and that it was all a bad idea and i did piss my so called best friend(who turned out to be not to good of a friend anyways) off but hey i guess we may never learn. HE was there tonite and and i kept watching him with this feeling of idk regret and then nerves.....What a nite! So im hanging here with Mag and Ana and its gonan be a kick ass nite! Peace out shit heads!

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The weekend is almost here and I am totally jazzed! Im hanging with my girls Saturday nite and tomorrow nite is the game...which is kinda a bummer but we'll over come it ! And then dun dun dun We start the new 2006 musical on Sunday...I know that sounds dorky but whoa im soo excited its just my kinda thing! Yippy-Ky-Aye Mother Trucker!

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I feel like that is truely what i am doing. I havent really expressed my true feelings to anyone in so long, its kind of stressful and i cant really blame it on it anyone else b.c as fate would have it the one person who i could only imagine confiding this in is the one that i cant tell in fear of ruining something great....if that makes any sense whatsoever. I feel like i am just walking through my days with this smile on my face telling ppl what they want to hear and doing what needs to be done. Not living but sleep walking. i know i cannot be the only one who feels this way but as we walk through our lives with these happy plastic smiles its hard to tell what ppl are all about and how they really feel. I actually thought, silly me, that i was just about ready to relay all this to Mark b/c he was just a guy that i couldnt talk to. After all he was my boyfriend isnt that what you are suppose to do is talk this all out. Well anyways I feel now like im clutching, clinging onto anything that i can and i also feel like falling is what i do best so you would think by now getting back up would be the easy part. Well NEWSFLASH it aint! Imagine that! And another thing i think everyone should be well aware of is that no matter how someone looks on the outside you may never really know who they are on the inside...thats a hard concept to grasp. there are some ppl i see everyday but when i pass by them its a hazy fog and i dont reemeber much..i know i must have at least said Hey to them a time or two throughout the day but i guess the good example i should give is that yesterday i saw Jessie all day. we chatted and giggled did the normal stuff and when i got to her house last nite at about 450 we were picking out clothes and for the life of me i couldnt remeber what she wore to school that day and honestly what our convos were even about, now i find that very sad! So my goal for today: Pay attention to the little things that we seem to forget so easily!

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I think going back to school today was a good thing and something that we all needed....Maybe things will be back to normal someday!

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Every child has many wishes
That they wish when they’re alone
Faith can work just like magic
Nothing changes when you’re grown
Be brave little one
Make a wish for each sad little tear
Hold your head up
Though no one is near
Someone’s waiting for you
Don’t cry little one
There’ll be a smile where a frown used to be
You’ll be part of the love that you see
Someone’s waiting for you
Always keep a little prayer in your pocket
And you’re sure to see the light
Soon there’ll be joy and happiness in your little world will be bright
Have faith little one
Till your hopes and your wishes come true
You must try to be brave little one
Someone’s waiting to love you 8-)

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