Ok so church was pretty epic
they played a song "breath into me" by RED and i hecka exploded because they were doing a drama to it and IT WAS MY IDEA oh my jesus i dont know how they found it apperently they were a popular band i diddnt know that ahahhahaha it kinda made me angry cause i was planning on using that in an own play and now its a fail how sad, how sad,
So Kyle went to church so did kelly, Kyle is one of those headstrong kids who dont like religion but i really think pj changed him or thats what im hoping because his curly hair is like that sue girl or whatever the fuck her name is...
But i guess the own satisfation was i diddnt have such a personal journey but that was ok,
Kyle said he didnt want to talk about his past because he dosnt like it
Rachel and I do understand that, but we are hoping he will express one day,
Rachel and I have had horrible pasts like fdfjksj its horrible i like to lol at it now but then i really thought i was crazy because i couldnt think straight and i still have those feelins like nothing is real nothing is real and before i used to hecka be a junkie on anything i could get my hands on and slit open my wrists a million and one fucking times, but
i think somehow im better but i still have alot of those feelings
Sometimes i still think Demons are speaking to me
brething my words and telling me filth,
it was a horrible journey
and t he battle isnt even beginning
Kyle must have a huge war going on in his head
i dont think he is a roman soldier yet
but in the future he will be one
as long as he keeps his fugz cousin away from Rachel because she hecka puts her down,
down to the ground with her mouse teeth and whatever lolol,
Seriously though he will stomp on old grannies or something and we will lol in joy,
I hope otep plays where i live
because that would be nifty
or if hatebreed played
apperently kyle went to the devil wears prada show at the church rachel and i were there but we probly dont remember him because we diddnt know him
lol Brianna is in a mental facility
and George wont be bugging us for quite some time
my sleep will be restless but at least cleaner
i wont wake up to george shuving razors in my face and trying to kill himself with my cool flute tie,
goose bumps are nifty we should cut them off and keep them in a jar and label it with those cool labeling guns

I reallllly got off subjects with church
but yee it was pretty epic i like to watch the breakdancers in the VIP room its cool because they fly like all over the world,
I hope god can change kyle like he changed me
but thats asking alot
i thank god
for all he has given me
and am happy not how many friends left me but the very few that remained were true soldiers,
warriors with harry potter wands that are shapped funny with birds wings or whatever lololol
ok im done before i create a novel
-meaghan

p.s. See you when the train comes

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The world was a sad sad place today,
full of tiredness and ickyness and ahhh,
I havnt hung out with simon,
even though i promised him and rachel we would all chill
but it was destroyed,..
i really like sweet tea, its quite delicious..
On other hands
George exploded my mind with his piece of shit talking
he is a worthless bag of vomit,
but its ok cuz he will never know sadly,im to much of a nice person.
Jesus has cool sunglasses, i saw a picture of him with sunglasses on one of those crappy teenage jesus info pamphlets that tried to win them over with crappy teenagy jesus stuff.
People dont know teenagers these days
But they have lost sight of Jesus to
School is tomorrow its gonna be another week of depressing bashing,mutilation,lack of sleep,possibly nyquil and alot of vitamins,its really gonna suck hearing mrs.Taylor talk about outlines and lectures that take all period long to complete,
The homework was supposed to be finished a month ago
shes collecting it tomorrow
i wonder if she knows about the mexicans in the back of the room snickering at her in spanish,
I wish i knew spanish
:(
buuuut yhea i will probably never learn it
EPIC FAIL last time
maby ill try french or maby
nothing
Cant get my hopes up,
Why did panic at the disco take the ! sign out of their band name, its kind of annoying to fix on itunes..
Random things hahahaha snails,
but besides the horridness of today brianna,Rachel and i went to pet barn and there was a turtle in a huge water tank that followed us around
i thought it was going to bite me everytime its head surfaced i was on edge the whooollle time hahahha
These smilies are cool!
We also went to Mcdonalds which is stationed next to a morgue its really funny if you think about it.
But it also makes me want to vomit...
The exiting adventure was left of with a trail of horror and running away we were so tired from playing this clown game seriously for like 4 hours hahahaha
heres the link
hope it dosnt kill you like it killed me :(
http://www.dragongamez.com/deathwalker.htm

well im done i think im going to sleep lol
-Meaghan

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so supprisingly kellys birthday bash was ok
we were happy
he was happy
the world hated each other still hahahaha
well im on short notice but thats just an update lol
will type more tomorow! lol

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Im hecka bored to death, so lazy im not fixing the time so to some is 2 in the morning but with me its 11 lololz im talking to this creeper named zach who rachel hxc hates cuz he sexually harrased me creepily lololol im to lazy to write more
peace lol
-meaghan

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So rachel and i went to the mall on friday and i suppose im writing now do to over exhaustion and shame lolz, so yhea i was supposed to meet this guy name zach i talked to him on the phone for hours almost every night i was only interested in friendship which i told him and the chick trying to hook me up with him,
well the mall was ok
until he wanted to hold hands
so i held rachels hand too from keeping me from vomiting up shit lolz
and so we had to get on a different bus because the one we needed was on like some magical island or somthing so we took a free shuttle and had to transfer buses twice while zach and brianna were creepers
but yhea we got to the house
and zach kept holding me closer to him while brianna was trying but epically failing to wooh rachel
and then zach kissed me
and brianna kept trying to make them both leve the room while i was stuck with a kisser who like ate my face : [[[[[[[[[[[[[ it was sad and he took me outside and wanted sex and i got scared and was trying to get out of the stuation because rachel was stuck too.
it was sad and scary!!!!
but we made it out safe,
i just have a huge bruise on my thigh from when zach put me on the ground over all in the end it was hilarious and scary all at the same time : ][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]p[]

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Im sick of george thinking he can own me
with his shortness of breath though he speaks vile words
hatred hatred
Simon almost died the other day
all he could say was
"I Promise"
As some may have noticed he got his own nutang
I guess so he can vent out his issues to you guys
instead of his arms or legs
Its Sad
George wants to meet simon just by seeing his pictures on my computer
but george dosnt really know simon AT ALL and he needs to back the fuck off Simon is different he hates alot of people
mostly everyone
and by what he has heard of george
hatred is already boilng bad
its kinda sad actually
I wish simon diddnt have to do what he does
to feel better or even cure boredom
i hate demon hour
But besides that
Rachel and I are visiting Simon tomorrow
we saw him today for like 20 minutes but it was cutt short cuz rachels mom arrived and looked through the window and marquee shoved his face on the glass
She hecka screamed so shes probly not bringing us back anytime soon its gonna be my mom lolol until my lisence is out
but yea im sure tomorrow will be interesting
as long as simon isnt in shorts anymore
so yhea
done for now lol
- meaghan

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