Ok so church was pretty epic
they played a song "breath into me" by RED and i hecka exploded because they were doing a drama to it and IT WAS MY IDEA oh my jesus i dont know how they found it apperently they were a popular band i diddnt know that ahahhahaha it kinda made me angry cause i was planning on using that in an own play and now its a fail how sad, how sad,
So Kyle went to church so did kelly, Kyle is one of those headstrong kids who dont like religion but i really think pj changed him or thats what im hoping because his curly hair is like that sue girl or whatever the fuck her name is...
But i guess the own satisfation was i diddnt have such a personal journey but that was ok,
Kyle said he didnt want to talk about his past because he dosnt like it
Rachel and I do understand that, but we are hoping he will express one day,
Rachel and I have had horrible pasts like fdfjksj its horrible i like to lol at it now but then i really thought i was crazy because i couldnt think straight and i still have those feelins like nothing is real nothing is real and before i used to hecka be a junkie on anything i could get my hands on and slit open my wrists a million and one fucking times, but
i think somehow im better but i still have alot of those feelings
Sometimes i still think Demons are speaking to me
brething my words and telling me filth,
it was a horrible journey
and t he battle isnt even beginning
Kyle must have a huge war going on in his head
i dont think he is a roman soldier yet
but in the future he will be one
as long as he keeps his fugz cousin away from Rachel because she hecka puts her down,
down to the ground with her mouse teeth and whatever lolol,
Seriously though he will stomp on old grannies or something and we will lol in joy,
I hope otep plays where i live
because that would be nifty
or if hatebreed played
apperently kyle went to the devil wears prada show at the church rachel and i were there but we probly dont remember him because we diddnt know him
lol Brianna is in a mental facility
and George wont be bugging us for quite some time
my sleep will be restless but at least cleaner
i wont wake up to george shuving razors in my face and trying to kill himself with my cool flute tie,
goose bumps are nifty we should cut them off and keep them in a jar and label it with those cool labeling guns

I reallllly got off subjects with church
but yee it was pretty epic i like to watch the breakdancers in the VIP room its cool because they fly like all over the world,
I hope god can change kyle like he changed me
but thats asking alot
i thank god
for all he has given me
and am happy not how many friends left me but the very few that remained were true soldiers,
warriors with harry potter wands that are shapped funny with birds wings or whatever lololol
ok im done before i create a novel
-meaghan

p.s. See you when the train comes

Yee dude, we shall discuss the outcomes of this all night long, and tomorrow. It will be quite wonderful. Marching with a cause.
» zachstabbedme on 2008-11-20 01:23:08

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