well today's nothing new. wuz sposed to go to auntie christy's house to practice wit the girl who's singin only hope while i play it on the piano. en sum other songs i guess. but uh i dont have a ride. so im not goin. maybe they'll come here. who knows. glad cuz i dun wanna go. but i look like shxt rite now. hahah. oh well..i alwaise look like crap. well there's nothin really to say bowt today cuz..well..nothing happened...im feeling..neutral...hah..uhmm..yeah. k. laters.

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yeah.thats how i feel. ^^^ ...well as usual..im staying home today. wit nothing to do.
--feeling alone. i dont kno where i belong. need to be independent. need to fix my problems. -one on one with you- dont kno how to say it. dont kno wha to do. dont kno who to turn to. dont kno wha to believe.

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gosh. i cant get this outta my mind. i need to get dis shxt strait witchu cuz im getting so PISSED OFF...if u jes put two en two 2gether...ugh..gawsh...how can i believe ANYTHING YOU SAY?!..i prolly meant NOTHING to you ne way..everything you sed wuz fxcking BULLSHXT...nothing u say or do can make me feel better!...you hurt me more than i hurt you...u dont even fxcking talk to me. is it becuz of her?! im starting to doubt ne thing u sed wuz tru...after all i found out...HOW CAN I?!...everything u sed wuz a LIE..wish i dint hafta believe that but wha else can i believe?!...wen everything wuz rite dere in front of me...i shoulda noticed sooner..how could i be so blind?! now, i dont regret ne thing i did..that one day..becuz if i dint do what i did u prolly woulda been lying to me right now...HUH?!.....well u better have a "good explanation" for everything u sed and done...cuz all i think it is..is BULLSHXT

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welp had that litel "party"...thanks for those of you that CAAME!...geeze like no1 came but ITS OK cuz we had FUN ne waise =) ..it wuz ate E..ateh nicola..nikki..matthew..dave..and allen..hahah i felt sorry for him tho cuz no1 really came..en so i wuz like..uhh what do i do..en he's like the shy quiet type..soo it wuz kinda hard..hah but yeahhh..THANKS YOU GUYS FOR COMING! had fun. we played wit the ouija board ((which i gave to nicola!))...cuz it dint work at my house..haha i dint want it ne waise!...wouldnt be playin wit it ne who..so yep...welp..thats all for now homies...see ya later!

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BXTCH HOW COULD U SAY SUCH THINGS TO ME IF U PROLLY DINT EVEN FXCKING MEAN IT?! I CANT BELIEVE OUT OF ALL PPL....YOU! gosh. I AM SO HURT BY YOU!!

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took pix 2dae wit shaina and sa.....yeap! i'll put em up in a minuto...

-->then wen we got home we soon realized that we dint get wha we fxckin wanted! we wanted SPECIAL COLOR...but they gave us REGULAR COLOR...en yeno speshul color COSTS MORE...shxt..trynna rip us off or sumthin!...so me en shaina are gonna go bak there 2morrow early in the morning en ask for hopefully tah get the rest free cuz we wanted special color!...en they made us pay more! gayfxcks.

then went to shaina's house..hahah we watched PASSIONS...shxt..that thing takes FOREVER to get to the POINT! geeze. PISSING ME OFF!...then..we met up wit sa..en we WALKED to SCHOOL...cuz we had COLORGUARD PRACTICE...it wuz a very fun JOURNEY! hahaha...it wuz hard climbing those rocks man!..holdin a cd player..and my bag of clothes...**ooh which reminds me i need tah practice so i wont forget it**...hahah it wuz cool...it wuz jes us three..SEE HOW DEVOTED WE ARE! geeze.
now my legs are all itchy cuzza the grass. en shaina stayed at my house for a few minutos cuz i dint wanna leave her there all alone at school...so yep....

now here i am..i think i wuz bowtta say sumthing else..but cant think of it rite now..as usual...so i'll go upload pictures now..LATERS..

++click here for pix!

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oHh yeahh! now i remember what i wuz gonna say!...BEFORE we took PICTURES...went to sa'z house cuz we hadta go to her dentist..and at the house..hahah it wuz so FUNNY....cuz her litel 3 yr. old ((almost 4)) nephew...kept bothering us..thot it wuz quite adorable..hahah..u kno how i am wit little kids! ...hahaha en then it wuz so funny cuz he wuz like "i think i like u, resi"..hahaha en im like "ok..but i think im too old for you, little man" hahah en he's all "no ur not" im like "yes i am!" hahah it kept going like that. FUNNY STUFF man! hahahah..then he kissed my leg man! hahaha...how CUTE...hahah...but guess wha guys...he has a GIRLFRIEND..iono how tah spell her name?...janelle? or sumthin..hahahah that boy's gon grow up tah be a PLAYA! hahahah funny stuff!

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