mood: sad and confused and just plain pissed at being so afraid to kill my e398...shit.

Just let go of www. e398mod.com and www.motomod.com Ugh. My heart. I have an E398 phone, as of now. I'm luvin it as it is my only phone. duh? But i hate it coz browsin the sites mentioned, I cannot upgrade my e398 to a RokrE1.

So it's do or die. And i chose to die. I'll just friggin buy an ipod. (when my next paycheck comes) [since my 'rents don't believe in wallowing in luXury]. And i have to wait til December to get my own laptop. Hopefully. Ugh, my heart.

I'm a techie. As in I ♥ everything digital, esp mp3/mp4 players, cellphones, laptops, the works! But the prob is... where's the $$$!?!?!?!

I so can't wait for my next paycheck to come. Work hard! Work hard! Work hard! (trying in vain to hypnotize self)...


Holy camote....Um, any weird and nice sites to browse through there???!?!? ;p

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One of the most terrible lunches i ever had in my lifetime. Here's how it went:

I had nowhere to go and i decided that i would sit beside my newfound "friends"...same race...so more comfy atmosphere, right? So there i was, going towards them with my fries in hand. And said "Hi! Ok lang tumabi sa inyo?" Hi! Can i sit with you? And yes, they welcomed me and said hi..and we talked and i was getting comfy at that time. And then 2 other people came and joined us...

And then out of the blue, this person said "Oi...tinanong pala ni ******(another new person) if official members na ba raw sila ng ********(group name)?" Hei, ***** asked if they were official members of our group?"

And this person-with-the-nega-vibes' face was all like contorted and she said, "No! No way! Our group's too big already!"

_{This person with the nega vibes: When we were introduced to their group, this person was the person i had been sensing negative vibrations from. I mean, when i met her, all i could feel was You're not welcome.}

And I felt like i could choke at that moment. I wished i could melt and all. I mean, my sis and i were introduced to them and we're new too... (By the way, my sis wasn't with me. So worse.) Not that we're so desperate to be "officially" part of their group, but did she have to be so frigging violent about it? (Ok, not violent...but Overacting...)? I mean, that was just MEAN. I'm new too. Does she have to underline the fact that she doesn't want other people joining their group? In front of me. Talk about tactless.

Yes. Now i do know that some (if she felt that way, why not the others?) don't want us to be part of their group. And fine, i don't wanna push myself to peple who don't even want my presence. All i want is friendship. And just some respect. That was just downright selfish and insensitive.

I don't know if i can trust people here anymore. Sometimes, people are such good actors/actresses. This lunch just shocked me. And it hurt. Really.

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listening to: fallen leaves _{billy talent}

Hmm...
i have realized that i am the worst dishwasher in the world.
I squirt soap all over the sink. tsk3
Now i know why somebody invented the dishwasher.


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