ughh... my feet...my toes...my knees... my shoulders...ugh....they hurt soooooooooooooooo bad... my toes are forming blisters now & it's gettin harder & harder to walk.. ugh.. stupid job.

No! i take that back! stupid job. I need MMMMMOOOOONNNNEEEEEEEEYYYYYY!!!!!!!! :D
*greedy greedy*

REASONS WHY I SHOLD CONTINUE TO WORK UNTIL I HAVE THE SWEET PAY CHECK IN MY HANDS:

1. SHOPPING SPREE :d
need i say more?

2. Hopefully, get some muscles out of this daily exercise.
Emo-looking slashes on wrist not counted

3. To avoid the mortal enemy at all costs.
*WoW* <<=read upside-down... haha!

Right, anywaeiz...wanna ask people if short hair really is the "in" hairstyle this year [accg. to a german stylist in NY] or... what kinda hairstyLe suits an oval face like moi? hekhek toodLes! :*

shit, did i just say "toodles"?!? AM I TURNING INTO A FANGIRL!?! NO! I'M NOT A FANGIRL!!!! shit. i'm havin one of my insanity bouts. :sweatdrop:

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One of the most terrible lunches i ever had in my lifetime. Here's how it went:

I had nowhere to go and i decided that i would sit beside my newfound "friends"...same race...so more comfy atmosphere, right? So there i was, going towards them with my fries in hand. And said "Hi! Ok lang tumabi sa inyo?" Hi! Can i sit with you? And yes, they welcomed me and said hi..and we talked and i was getting comfy at that time. And then 2 other people came and joined us...

And then out of the blue, this person said "Oi...tinanong pala ni ******(another new person) if official members na ba raw sila ng ********(group name)?" Hei, ***** asked if they were official members of our group?"

And this person-with-the-nega-vibes' face was all like contorted and she said, "No! No way! Our group's too big already!"

_{This person with the nega vibes: When we were introduced to their group, this person was the person i had been sensing negative vibrations from. I mean, when i met her, all i could feel was You're not welcome.}

And I felt like i could choke at that moment. I wished i could melt and all. I mean, my sis and i were introduced to them and we're new too... (By the way, my sis wasn't with me. So worse.) Not that we're so desperate to be "officially" part of their group, but did she have to be so frigging violent about it? (Ok, not violent...but Overacting...)? I mean, that was just MEAN. I'm new too. Does she have to underline the fact that she doesn't want other people joining their group? In front of me. Talk about tactless.

Yes. Now i do know that some (if she felt that way, why not the others?) don't want us to be part of their group. And fine, i don't wanna push myself to peple who don't even want my presence. All i want is friendship. And just some respect. That was just downright selfish and insensitive.

I don't know if i can trust people here anymore. Sometimes, people are such good actors/actresses. This lunch just shocked me. And it hurt. Really.

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He knows.
He knows!
He knows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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So i'm still coping with the shit that happened yesterday.
I think i'm much better now.
But still -

Oh well.
I changed my background...but i don't think it blends well with my layout...
What do YOU think?
And uh how do i make my banner transparent??? :)

Banner pictures courtesy of Deviant Art>>
~possession
~xTwistofFatex
~blindguard
~MachinenamedTaku

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