Just shortly after the ordeal is over, it happens again.

Around 2 months ago, my friend passed away due to an incident and days later my grandfather died of complication of cancer. All these were too much to take then, and now my aunt is dignosed with breast cancer...

I feels so horrible, its like as I grow older, people are leaving me one by one. 5 years ago, my great-grandmother died of cancer too. That was a great blow to me, as she was very close to me, and I didnt get a chance to say my last goodbye to her, I regret deeply thinking that if I took an earlier flight, I would make it. Our story has too much detailed to say it all here, the most important thing that our relationship is filled with love. Till now, I have never forget our times together.

As for my grandfather, though being a traditional chinese that preferred sons and grandsons, and our relationship is not that close. I do feel the grandfather-love from him, even it is very mild. His usual questions about " you have enough?", and his glaze and smile when he sees us is enough...The most enjoyable time we have is around 2 years ago, when my grandparents, with the whole big family went to his house in Guangdong for a few days holiday. I can feel that he was very happy, and the photo that we took altogether the grandchildren with him is still well kept , it is the best photo we had...

And now, with the news of my aunt dignosed with breast cancer, I cant help but remebered all the time we had, she is my mum's older sister-in-law, she take care of my brother and I since we will babies, as my parents are busy working. So we spent alot of time together, every weekdays, till when we reached primary schools. She is like our nanny, I remembered she always complained to my mum that I cried a lot when I was a baby, loud enough for the whole block's neighbours. That makes us very closed till now, everytime, I visit her again, she will cooked our favourite food and bring us to our favourite breakfast place...

For now, I hope she will be alright, hope she can fight the cancer, though it is a 50-50 chance. I really wished she will get well, and we can spend many more years togehter. I dont want to lose another loved one.

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Mon
Haiz I was organising my certs then I realsied I lost my PSLE cert! I know I dont really need it now but I scare in future I would, so I head to the MOE with my fren who is collecting her long overdue A level cert. Damn and it cost $10 to reprint and it looks ugly compare the original copy! Oh where are you? My PSLE cert! Please come out this instant!
Then since we are out, we decided to catch a movie since weekday cheaper! We watched "Must Love Dogs"! Its quite a heart warming story about divorced couples trying to get a new love life! Those the casts looked matured, but given to their age, they still look stunning with their wrinkles! I wished I would look like them when I grow old! Hahaha..

Tue
School... Sian... 9-5pm

Wed
Slack the whole day... sleep eat sleep.. cause the cool weather! Must excerise liao cannot slack anymore!
Well actually today I did came out for awhile to the bank to buy a 459pound bank draft for UOL. Yes money again! I'm damn broke now!
After reading my frens blog, I really miss them so much! Miss my old poly days!

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Well, today just stay at home watch a couple of old videos, " a walk to remember", "serenpity"... nice romantic stories...

After which went to buy grocery with my mum, cause she needs help in carrying those stuff back.. quite fun, very long havent shop with her.. remember when I was young, tag along with her to supermarket was never fun, cause there will be " No more sweets!", "No more chocolates!". But now is totally different, my brother and I will just grab whatever we wants!

I realised now that I really enjoyed going supermarket with my mum, not because I can get all the things I want, but I feel the "family" thing. Its hard to describe..

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Mon
Went to watch "bewitched" cause its cheaper on weedays hahaha. Quite a nice show, Nicole Kidman is acting a very sweet character which reminds me of "Stepford Wives". I thought the male lead is very active in the show, overall is pretty good show.

Tue
School from 9am-5pm. Toturing...

Wed
Went to the bank in the mornig to buy a 45pound bank draft then head to RELC to pay for UOL registration fee.. I start to find all these fee thing a bit too troublesome! Why cant they settle all of it once and for all!

Thurs
Slack at home... Mostly sleeping till evening for tuition.. Think I'm exhausted from all those running about on wed... Went to dinner with yanty for dinner after tution to catch up! Talk alot as usual and took a last bus home..

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Actually was a pretty nice Sunday, we are suppposed to meet at 3.30pm at Tanjong Pagar MRT station to head for this 1st ASPAC country & rock & roll music festival at Padang(charity tickets from Papa). Can't believe it! He reached at 4.30pm, and I have waited an hour for him! I was so so mad that I didnt talk to him for the whole journey! Lucky he did apologised profusely to defused my anger!

When we reached Padang, there was a long Q waiting to get in! Finally gotten pretty good view seats, but is scorching hot! The sun was directly above us! Lucky we came prepared with sunglasses and lots of tissues! The festival started on time with band performance like don richmond etc, I think the hightlight should be the 2 pairs of latin dance juniors! The way they sway! Woof!

But we left around 7pm to head to Espanlade there to watch the last firework show! After all, the crowd at the Pandag are mostly mature adults ( you know what I mean!) We did get a pretty good spot on the bridge to view the fireworks!

After the firework, we went to hunt for dinner! Everywhere is packed! Citylink, Suntec, Marina Square! So in the end, we head to Millenia Walk for Burger King! There is still a Q, but at least we have got seats!

He went to buy food, and next to our table, there is these 2 pairs of couples, the gals are clearly from Giodarno(their uniform is alike - Mickey Tee, pink capris). Then came the most outrageous behaviour that I cant tolerate! The gals were back from buying the food, and they are complaing that they asked for heavy sauce, chili sauce, toamto sauce, mayo blah blah but didnt get any, and saying that they want to complain to the manager! After listening, I'm like "Please lor, Could you give the poor cashier a break! Th bloody Q is super long and only 2 cashiers!" When they start eating, one of the gal was complaining that her meat patty was tough, then the other 1 was telling that professionally that "oh the number on the wrapper means the cooking time.. blah blah" I sweared I couldnt understand a word that they are saying at this point! The next thing I know, they were heading to the poor cashier again with the "tough" burger and start complaining. But, they get to change to a new burger! And when they are back, they were still complaining about the attitude of the cashier!

After this incident, in my heart I'm really mad! Where did these people come from?! They are from the service line (Giodarno remember!) for God's Sake! That day happen to be a busy day for the poor cashier, and they are like complaining these and that! Didn't they know that sometime it is frustrating to serve lots of people without a break! They should have some "bad experience" with other customers of their own, but they should not start behaving like mighty like miss-you-know-all to that poor cashier, and during that super peak period! And come on, this is only a fast food outlet, what do you expect? Where did their brains gone to! With their these attitude, I started to wondered how they serve their customers? Would they be sincere in their work? I hardly doubt so! I have my fair share in the service line and I did actually enjoyed my work and start empathising to those in the service line by being a good customer, so that in return they will also give me their best smile and best customer service. In my cruel judegement, I think the gals should be better off cleaning the toilets!

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Mon
Think I woke up late again! Toast some bread for lunch then proceed to do some beading... Haiz my bro at home, so no com for me... Anyway I will be going in the evening to meet up my sec friends to go to the marina south carnival thing and watch firework! Wow... "so crowded" thats the 1st thing I say to myself when I reached there.. like the whole population is there, or everybody no work on eve of public holiday? Anyway the carnival kind of fun.. got a lot of stores selling food, goods and there are some games and the Sabaru sport car demonstration.. hahaha anyway after that we hang around the concert area, got FIR, K-one, blah blah cant remember who, cause my concentration only on FIR. They rocks man! Then it is midnight! The fireworks starts! Wow this is better than the 1 I watch at the Espanlade the other day! Maybe, because we stand directly towards the fireworks, so the fireworks look big! And beautiful! Reminds of the F4 the "yan hua ji jie" hahaha...

Tue
Well because yesterday came back late, so I slept late and woke up late. Well nothing much to do, watch tv then do some beading and chat on the phone.. Well I have a great dinner, my mum cooked, so this dinner I eat a bit more hahah cant help it, if dont eat then she will think I say her food sucks. But really, my mum is a great cook!

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