Just shortly after the ordeal is over, it happens again.

Around 2 months ago, my friend passed away due to an incident and days later my grandfather died of complication of cancer. All these were too much to take then, and now my aunt is dignosed with breast cancer...

I feels so horrible, its like as I grow older, people are leaving me one by one. 5 years ago, my great-grandmother died of cancer too. That was a great blow to me, as she was very close to me, and I didnt get a chance to say my last goodbye to her, I regret deeply thinking that if I took an earlier flight, I would make it. Our story has too much detailed to say it all here, the most important thing that our relationship is filled with love. Till now, I have never forget our times together.

As for my grandfather, though being a traditional chinese that preferred sons and grandsons, and our relationship is not that close. I do feel the grandfather-love from him, even it is very mild. His usual questions about " you have enough?", and his glaze and smile when he sees us is enough...The most enjoyable time we have is around 2 years ago, when my grandparents, with the whole big family went to his house in Guangdong for a few days holiday. I can feel that he was very happy, and the photo that we took altogether the grandchildren with him is still well kept , it is the best photo we had...

And now, with the news of my aunt dignosed with breast cancer, I cant help but remebered all the time we had, she is my mum's older sister-in-law, she take care of my brother and I since we will babies, as my parents are busy working. So we spent alot of time together, every weekdays, till when we reached primary schools. She is like our nanny, I remembered she always complained to my mum that I cried a lot when I was a baby, loud enough for the whole block's neighbours. That makes us very closed till now, everytime, I visit her again, she will cooked our favourite food and bring us to our favourite breakfast place...

For now, I hope she will be alright, hope she can fight the cancer, though it is a 50-50 chance. I really wished she will get well, and we can spend many more years togehter. I dont want to lose another loved one.

cheer up gal. look on de bright side ya? ur aunt also wun wan to see u so upset. right now, she nids u all to stay strong wif her. dun worry, put on a smile ya? *hugs* -jac
» mochaandlatte on 2005-08-27 09:37:27

Take care and believe in what you believe in
» angelsinheaven on 2005-08-27 09:59:58

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