Yesterday night I thought I had this illness on the run, but this morning it came back hard. I still haven't gotten my blood work back. I'm glad have this journal, because journaling calms me down. I feel like this sickness is ruining my life. I'm glad that you all are here to support me, even if you don't know me in the flesh. Thanks!

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I feel better. Yay! Actually, I started feeling better last night and then I went to bed and woke up around 2 in the morning full of energy. Why couldn't this have happened yesterday during the day time when I could have kept my apartment appointment? Just my luck. What do you do when you wake up at 2 in the morning and can't get out of bed yourself? I took a bunch of notes on my cell phone for projects I wanted to do and I planned to finish the Language Poetry book. I even came up with a new safer sex project which will be done by December 1st (World AIDS Day) 2009. I'm going to create mini safer sex art display pieces which feature actual safer sex devices and poetry. Hopefully I can get the devices donated as they are not cheap and I don't care to buy any I'm not actually using for their intended purpose. Goodness knows that hasn't happened in a long time but that's probably too much information.

I got up at 8AM and have been going strong ever since. I have 5 partially completed book pages. I'm going to get them transparencied tomorrow and then I will have a page that's actually done. If I can finish a page a day it will all be ready to unveil at UMass on December 11th.

I just wanted to let you all know I am doing better. And in other good news I will be hopefully getting my chair back on Wednesday. It's been a long time, at least 2 months.

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I have opted to stop posting on Yuwie. In 14 months there, I've only made 5 cents. I've made almost 10 times that here in a month and a half. My mama didn't raise no fool. I've written two blogs on today.com, as well as posting on Blogit and Mylot. For a sucky day, I got a lot of work done.

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Yesterday sucked. I couldn't go anywhere and my day assistant couldn't come in because the roads were too bad as she lives in a hick town. They apparently don't bother to plow. Today also sucked because I got a cold suddenly and that's just not fun. I don't know why I got a cold suddenly. I was fine one minute and the next minute I was sneezing my head off and blowing my nose all the time. My assistant said, "What happened to you? I go away for an hour and you fall apart!" I said, "I don't know what happened." But then I went and slept for three hours. I'll take lots of tylenol and hopefully kick this by Christmas. I loath the idea of being sick at Christmas.

Just when I think everything is looking up. I'm feeling better and hopefully I can get things done tomorrow, like going to the wheelchair mechanic, I logged onto a website I write for and see the word blizzard very clearly on the website's weather ticker. Just fabulous. What have I done to piss off the universe? I don't think I've been a particularly bad person. I've just been trying to get done what I need to get done and pay off some debt. Maybe the weather god's will smile on me tomorrow, but somehow I doubt it.

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dear nutang,
i havent left my house since tuesday.even tho im in a wheelchair this isnt like me. but between a blizzard and me having a lil cold eneturing out in the weather just doesnt seem at all appropriate tomorrow my parents are coming according to my mother no matter how the weather is to pick me and Ivy to pick us up to go home for the holidays. I try to tell them that we are supost to be getting alot of snow but when do tell listen to me im 32 but they still dont listen. It till be what it will be i have no part it in.

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