I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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[a]ge: undecided
[b]estfriends: alyssa, bryan r, derek, krishan, erika, caitlin, ciara, jaclyn, courtni....
[c]hoice of meat: chicken~
[d]ream date: in the city
[e]xciting adventure: looking for treasure or something of an equal or higher value
[f]avorite food: ice cream~ especially my delicious sundaes
[g]reatest accomplishment: winning the geography bee two times in a row when i was in 4th and 5th grade (each beating an 8th grader in the final round)
[h]appiest day of your life: birthday
[i]nterests: foreign languages
[j]ello: o.O
k]ool aid: i used to love that
[l]ove: wouldn't u like to know?
[m]ost valued: money and friends and family (not necessarily in that order)
[n]ame: undecided (cool, nee?)
[o]utfit you wore to school today: pajamas XD
[p]izza topping: cheese
[q]uestion most asked: wassup?
[r]adio station: um...plj...?? yeah..forgot the number thing...
[s]port: badminton!
[t]elevision show: whose line is it anyway?
[u]r favorite song: addicted to you - hikaru utada
[w]here you live: new jersey
[x]yz: abc
[y]ear born: undecided
[z]odiac sign: picies (i can't spell it!)

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listening to - hitomi - WISH

lmao....yesterday me, ris, bryan, eri and alys all confessed who we like...how convienient that...
ris likes erika and she likes him but she is gonna move to nevada which is on the other side of the country....lol long term relationship....
well, anyway, bryan set up one chat room and he invited ris but then he left so we were stuck in the room together....and i was like "he planned this" and he was like "i know" and i thought that bryan told but he was like "um...i dont know"...*phew* he didn't tell....

more later, i'll just edit this one...

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listening to: Puffy AmiYumi - Violet

It's over....-___-;

bryan p and michael g were absent.....so we didn't have to see their faces again until september...at least, bryan...michael's not coming back....no one even said last goodbyes or anything last friday...well, i wouldn't know cause he sat with the boys at their "table".....

miss corrigan told us to bring paper, a pencil, a pen and a library book (which we had to bring from home because we didn't have library anymore and she had packed the class library books the same day that we returned our li. books for the last time)......we didn't really do any work, just read for an hour and then she told us to sit together and "play games". turns out that alyssa and bryan r were the only ones who brought games (chess and checkers...remember "without a "T"! chess without a "T"!" lol) but most people brought game boys....jaclyn, ciara and i played uno...i won the first round so i had to wait for them to finish...so i played jaclyn's gba...(i knew i should've brought my own!) .....pokemon: crystal version...."HikariX" and her trusty cyndaquil "Sotanushao" (it was a temporary thing, i just chose the first names that popped into my head!)....

well then at like 11 we went to (for our last time,) gym. everyone was like voting: "DODGEBALL!" but we played soccer for the longest half hour (it seemed like) ever.....i wanted to be goalie (cause its the easiest :P) but:
starting, i wasn't in
first switch, i was right defender cause courtni said "two rounds!"
second switch, richard took the goaile spot and said it was his turn, i was stuck a defender
third switch, i had to be a forward (i almost made two shots but bryan r caught them !!!!!!)
and fourth switch i finally got out...
(my legs hurt sooooooo much!!!!!)
and then we played dodgeball......i suck at it, so obviously i was one of the first out...BUT our whole team sucked so i was like the 6th out of 9 (?) to get out....I(in only 5 minutes!!!!)

.....and so ends school. (off to piano!)

p.s. ris: u do that thing........
ris: finger....
ris: HOLE IN ONE!!!!!!! (creepy)

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Last Person Who...??
1.Slept in your bed - um...me
2.Person who saw you cry ? my family...XD

3.Slept over your house ? um....some of my dad's friends....(i dunno!)
4.Went to the movies with - my family....XD
5.Sent you an e-mail - the serquina yahoo group...(i never check anyone, just assuming)

Have you Ever...??
1.Said "i love you" and meant it - not sure...
2.Gotten into a fight with an animal ? does trying to get a giant dog off you count? lol

3.Been to California - like 3-5 times
4.Hawaii ? not that i know of
5.China ? not that i know of

6.Canada - i think so...or maybe not...
7.Dreamed of something really crazy, and then have it happen the next day - if any of my dreams happen the next day, it's a miracle
8.Got a really bad feeling about sumthing and then something bad happened - yep
9.Had an imaginary friend ? she got killed by the dentist's cleaning stuff...XD (i was 3!!!)

Random...???
1.Favorite color - blue-violet
2.Spring or Fall - fall
3.Math or English - english is easier but math is more fun
4.What are you doing after you are done with these questions ? put some REAL stuff on my blog
5.Last food you ate ? BBQ, rice and these AWESOME fries from this grill place

6.Buddies online ? 3-2
7.Last time you went out of state ? last year
8.Worst feeling in the world ? dunno
9.The first thing you think about when you wake up ? 5 more minutes...
10.How many rings before you answer the phone - 10 (half are away)
11.Chocalate or Vanilla - vanilla
12.Sleep with a stuffed animal - nope...i used to but it made me sneeze XD
13.Right or left handed - right
14.Whats under ur bed ? wooden floor and i wonder if the computer's still there....? and this baby drawing board thingie...
15.Hair - black that looks red-brown in the light
16.Eyes - brown-black-ish
17.Height 58in....so like 5 something?
18.Location - new jersey...the land of cherry blossoms....
19.College Plans ? somewhere nearby...
20.Percings ? ears...
21.Do you have a job - nope
22.Like being around people ? depends on the people ^__^

In the Last 2 days have you...??
1.cried - yeah ("see? when you say she does something wrong she gets mad...and when you say that she starts to cry!" i hate you)
2.Bought sumthing - um...food....?
3.Sang - does humming count?
4.Said "i love you" ? to my mom...
5.Met someone new - some dudes that were at tito conrad's house...not really "met" per se....
6.Talked to someone - obviously
7.Missed someone - yeah
8.Fought with your parents - i'm not sure...
9.Dreamed of someone you can't be with ? uh...yeah

Yes or No...??
1.Keep a dairy - used to (i had like 3)
2.Like to cook ? "microwave" or help someone cook
3.Have a secret that no one knows about ? doesn't everyone!
4.Talk in your sleep - i wouldn't know
5.Bite your finger nails ? nope

Last...??
1.Movie you rented ? cheaper by the dozen (XD)

2.Movie you saw ? "Down With Love"
3.Song stuck in your head ? "Addicted to You" - Hikaru Utada

4.CD - one that i burned...
5.Person you called - my grandma...
6.TV show you watched ? newlyweds

Do you...??
1.Wish you were somewhere else ? yeppers
2.Believe in online dating ? depends
3.Want more peircings ? please, no
4.Want more tattoos ? more tatoos? no
5.Like cleaning ? when you get really into it, yeah
6.Like roller costers ? depends on the roller coaster
7.Smoke or Drink ? no
8.Write in cursive or print ? usually cursive but if it's for fun then print

Have you ever...??
1.Cried over a girl ? over a girl? no
2.Lied - no (j/k, yes)
3.Ever been in a fist fight ? with words....and with actions but that was for fun
4.Been in love ? no....
5.Stolen ? i was forced...honest
6.Gotten high ? not that i know of
7.Gotten Drunk ? no

Number...??
1.Times you had your heart broken ? 0
2.People you consider your enemies ? 5
3.Things you regret ? 100+

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currently listening to: Hamasaki Ayumi - Moments

so...we had our end of the year "party" today...we were divided into girls and boys (as usual) and we moved our desks into two "large" groups".....so jessica took pictures for erika (because she's leaving) and michael g took these funny pictures with derek and krishan....one had ris punching derek and another with derek "stabbing" ris with a pen that they colored with red marker...(fake, of course) jessica got pissed cause it was her pen...they actually had good acting....(lol...)

um..well...anyway...here were the pictures that i remeber they took...(just names i gave them and maybe a comment....i didn't actually take the pictures, nor do i have them, but i wish i did)

1 - All the Girls (I tried to squirm out of the pic, but they made me :( )
2 - The "HeShes" (Younger sisters....I wasn't in it of course)
3 - 5 - Groups of girls (THUMBS UP!)
6 - Boys (*yawn*)
7 - Ris punching Derek (Haha....So believable)
8 - Derek "stabbing" Ris (Less believable but so WEIRD)
9 - Courtni scaring me (I had to act because i knew she would scare me so I tried acting natural...lol)
10 - Robert getting scolded for putting something on Bryan's chair and he sat on it (His fault for not looking where he sat his fat *butt*.....)
11 - Another pic of the girls, for the boys (haha, my fist covered most of me face ^__^)

um...that's all i can think of right now...oh well...

oh yeah, and at computers alyssa was playing around with the love calculator....(lol, ris and erika got 99%...) and i was so bored...i forgot what i did, actually...oh yeah, neopets (see link on sidebar)......the boys were all playing a tank game...i wish i had my old seat so i could spy on them.....they were all sitting together...and the best part is, mrs. whealan didn't care...lol. neither did miss corrigan.....ah......they called me something, but i forgot what it was.....something like bastard or something...ah well, who cares...?

oh yeah, and also played some cards at the "party"....rich man, poor man...and ate these cupcakes and capri sun...(only one each...talk about cheap, they had two boxes of both! and there are only 18 of us!)

went Shopping too after school...(cause u guys didnt invite me to erika's "surprise" party)...costco (phew, only got gas) and home depot (for home supplies and stuff...my house is under construction...^__^) and then sears (didn't buy anything cause we went to the wrong place....remember the "spanish radio channel that no one listened to and their booth was near-empty"?) and then fortunoff (where we were supposed to be)

oh yes, and those stupid classmates of mine (j/k) let me see another article about me and ris. i can't borrow it though, alyssa's property....oh well, i guess i can't put it here, nee?

wow. long post. sayonara.

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