Ummm... Ummm...
I'm awake?
I don't have much to say. I'm tired. My mouth hurts. I'm getting my bottom wisdom teeth. Which is in turn making my ear hurt. Sucks! I think I'm coming down with a flu... I'll be pleasent to deal with. *rolls eyes*
I'm cleaning the house for the ever dooming arrival of my mother on friday. This should be fun. *not*
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The Letter...
A letter to my Biological Father
Tuesday. 10.12.04 7:28 pm
watching: the computer screen talking to cassie and christopher-michael
listening to: the tv in the livingroom
mood: happy but depressed
I found out today that my Great Grandmother died on Sunday. It was kind of a grapevine thing. A friend of my little cousin im'ed a friend who im'ed me to let me know. I went and got a paper.
This was the Obituary:
Mary Jane (Molinaro) Nicholas
NICHOLAS
MARY JANE (MOLINARO)
Of Brookline, on Sun., October 10, 2004; wife of the late George "Greenie" Nicholas; beloved mother of Faye Parise, Jennie Nicholas, Alex Nicholas and the late Anna Jean Spezzano, George Nicholas and Mary Jane Brandt; sister of Jennie Bruno; also 18 grandchildren, 23 great-grandchildren and 3 great-great-grandchildren. Friends may call at FRANK F. DE BOR FUNERAL HOME, INC. 1065 Brookline Blvd., 412-561-0380, WEDNESDAY ONLY, 1-9pm. Mass of Christian Burial Thursday at 11am in the Church of the Resurrection. Interment will follow in Calvary Cem.
www.deborfuneralhome.com
Please sign the guest book at post-gazette.com
Published in the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette on 10/12/2004.
Two things brought tears to my eyes 1. being that I am one of the 23 great grandchildren. the other being that my kids are 2 of the 3 GREAT GREAT grandchildren. So I signed the guestbook, this is what I wrote:
I wish I could think of something genius to say. Something profound that might ease the pain of a family I never really new. I'm greatly sorry for many things. For my lack in relationship with all of you is one great thing. Another being that I will never nor will my children ever know my great grandmother. The 3 times in my life I was able to meet her I made sure she knew I loved her. I do. I always will. It's a great loss. A family matriarch has passed. I've never had a real relationship with my father, my sister, or with my grandmother (who has since passed). I don't regret my life, I only regret that we've never known eachother. I send my deepest sympathy's. I only wish I could have paid my respects in person, but I currently live close to 2 hrs away. Know that I send my love to my cousins, aunts and uncles. Jennie, Georgia, Rocky, and Tiff, I love you all very much.
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I'm feeling really random today. I do not have a clue why. I woke up this morning in a realitively good mood. Today between mood swings it's been decent. I'm not perky kinda "blah"... I've lost my balance a couple times and fell. I think it may be what the kids are getting over. Other than that I spent a good amount of the day cleaning. I miss Wendie. I haven't talked to her in 2 days dude!!! 2 freakin days!!!! I did spend loads of time talking to Mimmy and Christopher. Thats always for good conversation. Christopher had a really aweful day. *sigh* Poor Guy. He's such a doll. Mimmy is a hoot. I love her so much! She cracks me up.... Other than that I'm functioning Did some dishes a couple loads of laundry and cooked dinner. Watched the neighbors kid. But she was cool about it apologized for being late ( I was only supposed to have him for an hour ended up being almost 2) and handed down a bunch of really nice clothes to the kids. Plus she had a NKOTB shirt... Me being the major LOSER I am... Took it. Cos I love it... I'm a
GEEK... But thats ok. You still love me. lol Oh well... OUTTA HERE FOR NOW gotta put kahli to bed.
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