i'm learning how to program unity 3d. my laptop can barely handle it because it's "old." old is in quotations because computer "old" and old have separate meanings. i feel like if i make anything too complex my laptop will explode or just shut down, emotionally.

i need some new music. i am not happy with what apple music recommends for me each friday, besides maybe one or two songs, normally those of which are by artists i already listen to. and why does the indie hits playlist always fill itself with 1000 songs that all sound exactly the same?

if anyone has any good music recommendations or wants to buy me a new laptop, drop a comment. the rest of you mean nothing to me. just kidding! or am i?

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work is stressful. i keep telling myself that any job will have stress, but i can't stop myself from complaining about it in some form. is that normal?

i'm hungry. all the time. i hate that. i've tried over and over again to complete exercise programs, but i end up quitting close to the end due to injury or sickness. ugh.

there's been other stuff going on in my life, but i don't feel like blogging about it at the moment. maybe in a private post in another eight or nine months.

life could be worse, i guess.

here's me sending out good vibes to all you nutangians. wishing you all the best.

love,
scott/sank/thaitanic/whatever

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remember the last post i made?

i quit my job in october.

i found a new job where i make much more money.

i feel bad for my former co-workers, but... oh well. gotta look out for number one.

now i work from home a lot, which is awesome.

yay.

2017 is gonna be a good year. well, except for that whole president thing we have going on.

how are you guys?

cheers,
sank

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so I had my annual review at work the other day.

see, last year, I wasn't happy with my review, so over the last twelve months I worked harder than before so I would get a better review.

...and I did get a better review. much better.

yet, when I received a pay increase, the amount was less than the year before.

not sure how that works. I worked harder and got less of a reward for it.

hmm.

dunno.

sucks.

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crowdfunding is hard, man.

i've never run a kickstarter campaign before now, and it's easy to get a few backers from people that you know. getting support from everyone else is difficult.

i don't have a background in marketing. i'm not very good at social media. maybe i'm in over my head. my buddy and i just decided to create a game that we thought was fun, and the end game is to use our creativity to spread joy with others, and possibly even make a career out of it that we don't hate.

not that i HATE my career, but it would be nice to do something for a living that makes me happy. i truly hope this type of thing takes off, and i will be able to say i made money AND enjoyed doing it.

who knows. maybe we'll just continue playing the game amongst ourselves. we'll still enjoy it. i hope the journey doesn't end there.

here's a link if you want to look at the project.

https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1662303581/demolish-a-destructive-card-game

will we reach our goal? some day, maybe. a month goes by fast. i don't know if that's enough time to try to change your life.

love,
scott

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k i'm gonna try to learn japanese again.

at least, learn to speak it. the reading part alludes me.

how are you all?

k bye.

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