Tuesday. 6.10.08 12:02 am
when you love someone, do you accept all their weaknesses as well as strengths?
then why is it that you fight over the most stupid things or become annoyed over the way they are acting or doing things you dislike?
im beginning to question myself... i wonder why it happens, why is it that i get angry so easily... is it that hes revealing his real self more and more now that we've been together longer? or that im expecting more and more? or is it that im fed up with putting up with the attitude?
what is it supposed to mean? im holding more and more from telling him everything... is it cos i dont know how to express myself? or that i dont think its the right time? or maybe there isnt any chance to tell him really because other things always get in the way? or is it because i dont even want to tell and talk to him anymore?
it seems like i dont know him as well as time goes on, but hes pushing me further and further into the relationship.... he sees a future, he sees a lot of things... but i dont even feel like im being treated right.
i hate guys who believe that just because you're their girlfriend, they can get you to do anything whether its a favour, a chore or anything physical at all.. there just isnt any respect what so ever as to what i want. he doesnt even go to THINK about why i feel that way or why i dont want to do certain things like play games while im studying -.-" and so on...
im really tired of this. how much more can i tolerate... how much longer can i tolerate... when i get angry, he just tells me to stop arguing with him... when i try to put him in my own shoes, he tells me to 'cut that crap' ... i dont even know this man anymore... or maybe i dont even want to know him anymore. as much it may hurt to hear it or read it.. it huts no where near as much as inside my heart when it all happens and when i think back and have to reason the situation.
money and gifts are just tangible items that anyone can get if they had money. the intangible items are priceless, thats whats worth the most and its as simple as i want. why doesn't he ever put in the effort to just sit around with me to talk, or just cuddle me and sit there and do nothing else but talk? is there something hes hiding that hes afraid i'd ask? or that he can't tell me?
im tired, but im not sleepy... i'm just really tired of trying to force a smile when i dont want to... holding in anger when i'm really stressed already.. and the immaturity can really drive me insane sometimes. just how long will this last?
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