its already been a week since the incident. i feel terrible. i know im not always there for him. yet im the one who complains the most about him not being there for me. i dont have the right to do so, but i sometimes i just cant help it at the time. i really dont know what to do about anything. i feel completely shit about everything, yet i have to act strong and vibrant and lively in front of him. little does he know how much pressure im under and how unhappy i actually am. as a matter of fact, no one knows, not my parents, not him. no one. i dont want to ask for more. all i want for my birthday this year, is for him to be happy and stop treating me like a lapdog. im not a pet. i dont want to be punished for decisions which are made for me where i have no say in.

all i hope for in that box is the job at crown for him. because i know with that, it'll make him a little more useful, and it'll keep him preoccupied during the day.. and it'll help him solve a lot of problems atm.

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