Maya:
I'm totally planning to.
Maya:
make my life a garden
Maya -:
that's a garden despite good or bad weather
Maya:
i could even make it
Maya:
somewhere in the future ^_^

dadi says:
we do need to rebel and experiment
Maya:
mostly
dadi says:
hopefull without hurting others and ourselves too much
Maya:
we can always hope but that's not a criteria always


Maya :
i'm only suffering cause I'm playing the game of feelings. I'm not tired of it yet.
Maya :
getting there
dadi says:
well. feelings can be really painful and damaging
dadi says:
it is scary. heh
dadi says:
i wonder if scary is related in any way to scar scar-y
Maya:
probably
Maya :
the image would make sense
Maya :
it's something that marks you
dadi says:
we are scarred by some kind of injury and the next time we encounter it we are scary
Maya:
feelings are bad. Love is a "state" and once reached you don't play the game of feelings anymore.
Maya:
they're the illusion.
Maya:
love is the reality.
Maya:
the only one.
Maya:
And I mean universal love.
dadi says:
mmm. i don't agree. i agree that love and life are one, but death is also reality
dadi says:
and there is a lot of little deaths around us - hate, hurt
dadi says:
greed, jealousy
dadi says:
and so on....
Maya:
death is not a feeling
dadi says:
no, but it's part of our reality
Maya :
true
dadi says:
and it's not love
Maya :
death is illusion
Maya:
it's just new life.
dadi says:
i disagree. death is a force as much as love is a force
dadi says:
it may be leading to a new life
dadi says:
but it's certainly a force, an important one
Maya:
It's just rebirth.
Maya:
transformation.
dadi says:
the toltec sorceres make death their ally
dadi says:
nonetheless, there is loss in death
dadi says:
and it's fine... loss is part of life. there is no gain without los
Maya :
no one finishes their life before their time
Maya:
i would say the opposite of love and that annulates things is fear
Maya:
fear of death fear of change fear of people fear of yourself
dadi says:
yes
Maya:
hate jealousy assholeness they all reflect a type of fear
dadi says:
and a type of death
Maya:
for someone but mostly directed at what you could see in yourself if you look into
Maya:
and a type of death
dadi says:
when something breaks apart because of fear (instead of connects because of love) it dies instead of lives
Maya:
yes. Or it blocks for an indefinite time
Maya:
which is also a form of death.
dadi says:
stagnation...
dadi says:
yes
dadi says:
my feeling is that death is not always instantenous
Maya :
only if you get really lucky
dadi says:
as many legends say.. many people get stuck
dadi says:
i mean, even after you die... you may get stuck for a while
Maya :
then it's a block, one that lasts for a while. It is stagnantion. I would call it "small death"
Maya :
It leads to the same thing it just takes longer
dadi says:
but anyways. we're with our heads up. we may acknoledge death and remember it as a reference point
dadi says:
but our beaks are pointing to the sky as long as we can hold our heads,
dadi says:
and we might just fly
dadi says:
i should continue to do some work here.
Maya:
you should

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