Another soul link - chat excerpt Monday. 3.26.07 1:17 am Maya: I'm totally planning to. Maya: make my life a garden Maya -: that's a garden despite good or bad weather Maya: i could even make it Maya: somewhere in the future ^_^ dadi says: we do need to rebel and experiment Maya: mostly dadi says: hopefull without hurting others and ourselves too much Maya: we can always hope but that's not a criteria always Maya : i'm only suffering cause I'm playing the game of feelings. I'm not tired of it yet. Maya : getting there dadi says: well. feelings can be really painful and damaging dadi says: it is scary. heh dadi says: i wonder if scary is related in any way to scar scar-y Maya: probably Maya : the image would make sense Maya : it's something that marks you dadi says: we are scarred by some kind of injury and the next time we encounter it we are scary Maya: feelings are bad. Love is a "state" and once reached you don't play the game of feelings anymore. Maya: they're the illusion. Maya: love is the reality. Maya: the only one. Maya: And I mean universal love. dadi says: mmm. i don't agree. i agree that love and life are one, but death is also reality dadi says: and there is a lot of little deaths around us - hate, hurt dadi says: greed, jealousy dadi says: and so on.... Maya: death is not a feeling dadi says: no, but it's part of our reality Maya : true dadi says: and it's not love Maya : death is illusion Maya: it's just new life. dadi says: i disagree. death is a force as much as love is a force dadi says: it may be leading to a new life dadi says: but it's certainly a force, an important one Maya: It's just rebirth. Maya: transformation. dadi says: the toltec sorceres make death their ally dadi says: nonetheless, there is loss in death dadi says: and it's fine... loss is part of life. there is no gain without los Maya : no one finishes their life before their time Maya: i would say the opposite of love and that annulates things is fear Maya: fear of death fear of change fear of people fear of yourself dadi says: yes Maya: hate jealousy assholeness they all reflect a type of fear dadi says: and a type of death Maya: for someone but mostly directed at what you could see in yourself if you look into Maya: and a type of death dadi says: when something breaks apart because of fear (instead of connects because of love) it dies instead of lives Maya: yes. Or it blocks for an indefinite time Maya: which is also a form of death. dadi says: stagnation... dadi says: yes dadi says: my feeling is that death is not always instantenous Maya : only if you get really lucky dadi says: as many legends say.. many people get stuck dadi says: i mean, even after you die... you may get stuck for a while Maya : then it's a block, one that lasts for a while. It is stagnantion. I would call it "small death" Maya : It leads to the same thing it just takes longer dadi says: but anyways. we're with our heads up. we may acknoledge death and remember it as a reference point dadi says: but our beaks are pointing to the sky as long as we can hold our heads, dadi says: and we might just fly dadi says: i should continue to do some work here. Maya: you should Categories: feelings [t], love [t], death [t], life [t] 0 Comments.
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