so this whole thing with lauren turned pretty wrong pretty fast. ive apologized all i can at this point.

today i got up and went to work on an hour or 2 of sleep. thank you to a few special people who kept me from getting dangerously experimental in my desperate insomnia last night. i got through an hour of my shift before my body went into shutdown mode and bekah drove me home. i really cant afford to lose the hours...but i wasnt going to last the day through. ive spent the rest of the day trying to find my berrings again. no dice.

on a happier note. chad went with me to get red lobster takeout. i havent felt up to eating it yet, but its waiting for me when i can stomach the thought of food again. we had a long talk about the state of the union. its nioce to at least vent a little bit. i know he cant really give me advice or take sides, and im not asking for that. i just need to talk sometimes to sort my own thoughts.

i also started layout and prelim writing for the book i want to at least start this year. im not really sure where its headed, but well see. i wonder if i could borrow or rent a laptop for when im in dallas. id get some choice writing done. otherwise ill take a notebook and write until my fingers fall off. i might start a separate blog somewhere for writing. i dunno.

speaking of which...jennifer from chicago called me today! i LOVE hearing from jennifer from chicago because it means im one step closer! i havent called her back yet, because i like to be coherent when i talk to her, but i expect good things...maybe even a start date! yay!

ok there'll be more later...for now ive got some writing to do before i start to fade.

Categories: work [t], sleep [t], writing [t]

You're writing a book eh? Cool. :D What's it about?
» randomjunk on 2007-01-08 06:31:35

youll have to wait til its done...
cuz im not really sure where its going yet hah.
» invisibleinkling on 2007-01-08 07:04:17

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