mood: sad to the point where I wish I don't know how to spell L.O.V.E!

These few days, I have been feeling quite moody myself. A lot of times I found myself feeling upset about something that Baby had said, why he used such words or why he didn't do this or why he didn't do that.

I know it's really stupid to be upset about such minor stuff. The only thing that puts my moodiness to an end is keep telling myself "Hey, girl! He's not even your official boyfriend! Get a life!"

It's true, he's not even my boyfriend but I keep on finding myself getting involved with his personal life. It's not that I don't want us to be together but the future with him is so uncertain.

We are both in our early twenties and the word ‘future’ is such a HUGE word. Who knows what will happen in future right? I don’t want to visualize any expectation about the future just like I did in my previous relationship.

The only way I keep myself from getting hurt again is treating this whole relationship with him as a fling. So here I am declaring this is a no-string attached relationship and the problem is can I really do it? Can I be entirely doing it with absolutely no feeling involved?

It is something to be pondered over about and I know I won’t be able to sleep tonight :(

Love really sucks!


- Get Your Own

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