HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Best wishes for 2006! I hope its a wonderful year ahead.. free from troubles and bad luck.

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I dreamt of takeshi kaneshiro!!

ok, in my dream, rus and i think the members of inkplay were around with me. we had gone to this place (a boutique?) to take measurements of the place. it doesnt seemed like it was in singapore, people were like speaking japanese?

I know we have been there lots of times and taken the measurements many times, but it didn't turn out right.

then rus suggested using a long piece of paper instead of the measuring tape to mark the mesurements (lol), anyway, one of the shop people went away and brought back takeshi!

my jaws dropped to the floor. (then i can't remember what happened here) we went back again another day and saw him again, he gave me a hanky (which was very small, not the regular guy's size hanky) the hanky was "flooded" with his perfume and it smelt very good! lol

thats all i could remember anyway, when i woke up, i was repeating to myself, i dreamt of takeshi, i dreamt of takeshi, i cannot forget this dream! I must write it down somewhere!!

*laughs* i am feeling better already.

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The new year is coming, and this year will be gone soon, and I will be another year older.

I have lots of pent up frustrations inside of me, i am having a conflict with myself. i would be asking myself why? why? why? but of course I can't give myself an answer.

Being a typical Libra, i am weighing the pros and cons on my scale, and its giving me a headache.

There is no one to tell my problems to, maybe I am just a loner. well, maybe only kiing, but she's busy with kyler now. :)

my other friends?

nope.. perhaps they aint interested to know.

the conversation will probably be like that:

me : you know, i am depressed and i have a problem..
friend : oh, that sucks! by the way, you know where can I get a designer haircut? you know, nice stylist, nice environment.. and I bought new clothes, blah blah..

me : you know, i am depressed and i have a problem..
friend : omg! you know i have this problem also, blah blah blah (sounds uninterested in mine and i end up solving problems for this friend)

me : you know, i am depressed and i have a problem..
friend : (replies half a day later) ohh i am sorry, I am busy with work now, i will talk to you later (disappears for 2 days)

so, there isnt much use, trying to confide in them.

I hope next year will be a good year. And please, GOD, I have enough troubles of my own, please stop adding to it, unless you want to see me soon at the gates of heaven. Yes i know, there are people who are far worse than me, but me, I am just a weak, lowly servant of yours, please spare me and let me lead a happy life.

Anyone wants to donate clothes or bags that you don't use anymore? (please, I mean relatively new, and not torn tees that you wear to sleep) I might want to donate my collection of unwearable tees and bags to salvation army. They have a branch at bukit merah. Interested anyone? or any suggestions for a better place to donate to? I was thinking the childrens' society , but its impossible to go there without a car. Time to do some charity!

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yeah!! kyler is out from mommy's tummy! i went to see him and mommy yesterday. so adorable! i can't wait for him to grow up, so i can give him chocolates to eat and coke to drink. hahahha

I don't know why i have weird dreams all the time. And I always dream that I am in Japan! once I even dreamt I was with this handsome man (no, hes not Mr R) and we had a little boy with us! could he be takeshi kaneshiro? lol I dreamt he took me on a train ride. you know, the shinkansen, japan's train.

I did a search on some dream dictionary and guess what i found?

To dream that you are on a train, is symbolic of your life's journey and suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed for the right direction. Alternatively, you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will prove to work out in the end

hahah sounds not too bad to be on a train ride..

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thank you jan, shan, ying and pam for your wonderful gifts! i love them all! :)

we watched nania last night. it was quite good!

I got a sms from my dear kiing at 12pm. she has gone to deliver kyler! i hope it will be a short delivery process for her. i can't wait to see kyler! take care kiing! *muacks!*

yesterday's party was fun. my cake didn't turn out tooo good. maybe the geletin wasn't enough and the cake couldn't harden up. i tried it last night, it tastes good tho. *lol* oh well, next year i should just make salads.. hahhaha

i wonder how its like to celebrate christmas in America. do people really go door to door to sing xmas carols? snow and winter wear.. it must be really fun.

merry christmas everyone!

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MERRRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

altho i dont feel the christmas feeling this year, i still must make it a point to wish everyone a merry christmas!

Will be going to the supermarket later to get ingredients to make my strawberry cheesecake. hhahha.

have fun everyone! make merry!

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