time passes really fast this week! I didn't know it was friday already! geeeez.. and i am so bored. I should be saying BORED! with a capital B.

The new year is not that fantastic. Now i am down with a flu and last night something happened to my computer and its now MUTE. no sound, no volume, nothing. Sigh.... please don't let more bad things happen.

*sneeeeeeeeeze!*

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ok, as you can see, i am very free bored, so I changed the masthead and some stuff here and there.

here's also a couple of pics from 2005. Ok, i know, i am lazy, but don't complain, you should be glad i am not showing you pics from 1995. hehehe.




why do I say I am tired of waiting?

Don't you think our lives are full of waiting?

when we are younger, we will wait for xmas (to get presents), wait for new year (to get angpaos), thats the good waiting, the bad waiting... wait for exam results, wait for scolding from mom, wait to graduate, go for interviews and wait to see if you are shortlisted.

when you get older, you wait to get monthly salary, wait for your boyfriend who claims he's working OT, wait for him to ask you out on a date, wait for him to ask you to marry him.

Then when he becomes your hubby, you wait for him to wake up everyday, wait to clear his dirty clothes on the floor, wait for him to remember its Vday or your birthday but he tells you, oops! i forgot OR you already celebrated last year what... (i'm lucky this doesn't happen to me).

when you get really old... you wait for your children to come home, wait for them to show you good results from school, wait for them to find a nice bf/gf, wait for them to marry, wait for them to give you grandchildren to kill your boredom...

then finally... you see your old friends, one after another, passing away, you sit by the window, look at the sky and wait for your turn..

isn't it sad? i hate this whole life of waiting. The suspense makes me nervous, the ending makes me horrified.

but i guess the waiting is all worthwhile, if you decide to make it worth waiting for, right?

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why do i have to wait and wait and wait... life's a bitch.. it really is..

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i swear i dreamt of takeshi again!! but I couldn't remember a thing when I woke up. *sobz* but i remembered the last part of my dream, he said he will be back to look for me *lol

Yes! Yes! please DO come back and look for me! i welcome you anytime! I wish i can use a video cam or something and record my dreams.

ok, enough of my mad digressing. The new year has been boring with a capital B! Nothing to do, nothing to watch on tv. Everyone must be in a holiday mood this Jan, since we have 3 public holidays this month! The next PH is next Tuesday and my most dreaded PH, Chinese New Year! I absolutely hate CNY...

yes, i know I have no pictures to post up here recently. I have been to lazy to do anything. Please forgive me, I will, soon. i hope...

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I stole this from pam's blog. :) we were watching fireworks last night, they were quite awesome i must say.



What new year resolutions do u have?

Number One resolution, I shall save lots of money, make lots of money and go to Japan!!

Number Two, find meaning and purpose in life.

Number Three, not to be affected by what ever anyone says, lead and live my own life.

Number Four.. erm.. I can't think of anything right now.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

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cute or what?

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