Dear My Prince Charming a.k.a My Soulmate and Guardians,

Hi, how are you? I’m fine, and at last I can let go of the most heaviest stone on my shoulder, my research project had submitted and the viva was over, and now I really have time to read on my text as my final exam is coming soon and im graduating soon, I don’t want to have any draw back., because I wanted to graduate from my UNI so badly. Not because I wanted to work, just because I don’t really have a good memory there, as so many politics around the UNI organization’s structure and it actually influenced the students as well. You actually can see it with your TWO BIG EYES.

What I wanted to do after I graduate? Thanks to a friend of mine that reminded me that, we been studying of 4 years continuously, many good and bad things had happen during that period and she said “well, we been studying and without a real rest, we should do something we like before we actually look for a real job” wow, this make me wanted to do something I really wanted to do, not in marketing, erm, should I say No more marketing for now.

There are so many things I wanted to do such as, do myself learning on psychology (which currently I’m doing some self reading, is tough when you have no one to turn to especially all the terms are driving blur, but it wont break my “spirit of learning”)

Besides psychology, I really wanted to do something on animal particularly on tigers and sharks, but mostly tigers because I love towards tigers had developed since I’m 14? I had forgotten, as for sharks I’ll do it as well, because of my love or because I don’t want to break my promise towards SOMEBODY (and you know who you are).

Archeology, is one of my favorite area but I don’t really have the chance to study it and it is difficult to get the material and my interest is on Egyptology because of the pyramid, mummies, tombs and so on, some mummies that I can remember were Ramses, Tutankhamun at Valleys of the king found by Howard Carter and so on.

In addition, my loved towards astronomy had faded or was force to the edge of my memory, I used to like space, and I even dream of becoming astronaut but sending a rocket to space actually pollute the environment and so on, although I love the space, but my phobia towards the planets had increased, I dare not look at the pictures of the planets and I do not know why.

I told renaye I’m into stage drama, but this do required high commitment and time to do so, so I don’t think it is the time yet.

I wish to travel all around the world, learn their languages, their cultures and so on, it is something wonderful and I just can’t wait the time when I get the license to do so.

I just cant wait to finish my course, cant wait to do something I want before I make myself to go into business or working world, but before that I wish all my “to do list” can actually succeed. Do wish me luck.

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Is raining is raining, la la la la la.... is raining is raining, recently the weather is freakingly, extremely, and many "ly" HOT HOT HOT and thank god it rain today, most probably the "Rain God" knows that im going to do laundry. Everytime i plan to do my laundry, it rain. ha ha ha... but i love raining so much, because it reduce the temperature of the day, even worst, i get blur and accidentaly bang my car against the bricks (sweat) raining, so cant see hahah (just excuses). besides that, i was trying to dance in the rain, of course with the present of umbrella, i dont want to get sick now because exam is coming soon :@.

By the way, about the topic, today is our big day, why i said so well... i became and interviewer and lurk around the campus hunting for ex-lecturers that who actually taught us in this 2 years, because we (the marketing course-graduating batch) is going to have our very own class magazine in CD form.

So im one of the editorial board member and hehe me and my friend were incharge of hunting muahah and she actually brought the video cam to class just to record. yes we record the interviewing process and because of this we actually freak the lecturers out. hahah

so the very first lecturer that get to "camwhore" was MR XXX he very good, very cooperative with his students.
Me: Sir, do you mind if we record your lecture?
Sir: ha? what????
Me: oh since we are graduating soon, and we r doing this so called cd magazine and bla bla so do you mind?
Sir: oh, okay, i need to makeup...
Me:*eyes wide open* and sir, we need to interview you as well, just give us a short advice and bla bla..
Sir: oh, okay, i need to put on foundation, anyone has foundation here????

MY GOSH. hahah he is so damn funny but always scold us pathetic.. whatever. and later after class, i interviewed him and took photos with him...

So after interviewed him, we went up to the 6th floor and start hunting for ex-lecturers... spotted "historical character" -long story and approach him.
Me: hi sir, how are you
Sir: oh hi, fine, what can i help you
Me:*Grin* we want to interview u, (and i do explain the objectives of the interviewed)
Sir: so you going to put on the book?
Me:*GRIN* nope we gonna video cam it, (and i point to my friend's video recorder)
Sir: *SHOCK* woah, can you give me time to think? or you come back later, because in 5 min i need to attend meeting
Me: *frown* okay, we will make an appointment with you again, in the mean time please prepare your message.
Sir: oh, okay.

He actually asked us to wait for him until 330pm but we dissappear and left him a note.... haha

so after this "historical character" we went to approach another lecturer who taught us the y2s1 when we walked near her cubicle she was shocked to see us there.
Me: Hi, Ms XX, are you free?
Ms: ah yes
Me: we are bla bla (all the obj)
Ms: oh, okay but can you come tomorrow?
Me: why?
Ms: i need to prepare and recall. can we meet tomorrow since i have no class at all
Me: Oh okay, so we make it to 3pm tomorrow.Thank You and bye bye
Ms: bye bye

walked to marketing department, spotted MR AAA, *GRIN GRIN* walked in high speed and approach him. stand near his cubicle and stared at him until he realise we are there :D
AAA: *look here and there* who are you looking for?
WE : YOU
AAA: yes? can i help u
Me: we bla bla (all the obj)
AAA: *Shock* and im busy with the report, can u come bck tomorrow? and i dont know what to say.
ME: spontaneous answer, just give us advice thats all.
AAA: okok come back tomorrow,
We: Okay Okay....

this sir is damn funny but his lecture is damn boring... he make me fall asleep in the class... but v nice guy overall and a bit blur.... and i like him v much in terms of puntuality.

After AAA we spotted another lecturer which was my supervisor once upon a time, approach her and
CCC: yes?
WE :*GRIN* r u free? can we interview u???? bla bla
CCC: har why why?????
WE :the obj
CCC: okok next week next week, this week im very busy
Me: okay okay, when?
CCC: er.... Friday
Me: okay okay
CCC: BYe bye
ME: okay bye bye

she love to shoo us away.... sweat...

See we caught all the lecturers in action... muahahahah and they were shocked when they saw the video cam... hahahahahha because most of the time interview is verbal and hand written now we have it on video form haha...

we dont plan to make any appointment with the lecturers because i dont want them to prepare a long long long long 10 years also cannot finish speech.... hahaha

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WARNING WARNING WARNING this gonna be a long post... read it with your own risk...

How are you? lol.... (well do reply if u happen to read this :P - i told ya in my topic *evil grin* a bit cheeky tonite).... okay okay...

Well today i did smth really bad [er..Guardians i know u know what i did, sorry my readers cant tell... muahahah but of course during the act no one are injured.... muahahah]

Went to Matta Fair w my friend today, took LRT .... wah 10 stops b4 we reach our destination... and have to walk to PWTC too.. muahahah.... well only a short distance... so "dont mind, dont mind -quote Kikumaru" ... once i step into the hall 3 (i think) was the local section, so i start hunting for Sarawak since me n Renaye plan to go there.... STILL IN THE PLANNING STAGE.... approach few stops and many funny things happen... muahaha i became real cheeky asking all the weird questions... muahahah... and suddenly there was this guy who incharge of Sarawak booth, come to say hello, and he ask "R U GIRLS JAPANESE" lol... since when i look like a Japanese? hahhaha funny???????? neh... should ask renaye to judge it.. muahahah

Okay.. later this tourism Malaysia girl approach me... but bad PR skill so i dont bother to talk to them... cause ask apa pun tak tau (dont know anything that i asked) so walked half way... another Tourism Malaysia guy came over, and introduce me "HONEYMOON PACKAGE" omg.... i said... AIYO why Honeymoon, u should target students, they are rich... muahahah and he said "R u one of them" hahahaha

oh by the way, most of the places i looked for, mostly involved animals... :P ok ok.. continue my story, i went to Sabah Booth.... to ask for the package that involved ORANG UTAN.... muahahah... and this guy [cute guy ah... but too short muahaha] is Orang Asli - *translation please* and he is so so so cute and funny... i ask for package that only go to Sandakan not elsewhere, then he said okay ill email u since we dont have it here, so i said, OMG r u going to spam my email? if u do, i ll spam ur email too... muahahaha... and he was off laughing... yes i do give him my email because i wanted to know the info... might bring my younger bro along.. muahahah

then went to Pahang booth and asked about Elephant bla centre... and this Guy said.. OH anything about elephant ask me because im the expert, and see i look like an elephant too.... (SWEAT) and i said, too bad u dont have long nose.. muahahah......

and pass by many local booth and nothing interesting besides this Sarawak and Sabah booth... hahahahahha

went to international hall, 1st approach the Perth tourism board, this guy was so funny, i asked about dolphin he said he can see dolphin at his house LONGKANG - drain (sweat) then i said lets go to shark bay... hahahah

abit bored at international hall... only focusing on few countries such as Taiwan, Korea, Australia.... thats all... BORING.... and later we went to seek for agents.. came across few travel agents that offered trips to Australia... and one particular travel agency piss me off....

she : when do u plan to go for ur trip?
we : JUNE
She: oh then we have to charge another RM200
we : Why
She: because season change, the weather change
we : huh?

Walked away.... holy crap.... the earth nature and we have to pay for it?
SUAK - forget it

tired of carrying the bags, we headed home around 4pm and the sky was mad at me because im cheeky? hahahah it rain

so end up we bring our soul and body to Jusco for dinner and some shopping (mainly fruits)... thats all for today...

Oh b4 i forgot... my membership is accepted.. YAHOO... now im Officially MNS Members... muahahah... SAVE THE TIGERS, SAVE THE SHARKS, DONT KILL THEM.... THEY NEED LOVE TOO.... I LOVE TIGERS...

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OKay, after reading latest entry by Renaye, im pissed too, holy cow, why people can be rich there enjoying their life, and im still here suffering??????? not because im poor or not im in needed money to eat or so, just I NEED TO BE RICH ASAP TO SAVE THE TIGERS, the habitat lost is something that ache my heart, i in need of money to get hold of the land before the developer able to exploit the virgin land.. [see is a NEED for me to be rich and it is not WANT - er i learn from marketing need and want are totally different]

Okay, cool cool, im graduating soon, instead of working at NGO, i should look for opportunities, YES opportunities that make me rich, so that i can establish my own NGO to save the TIGERS from "EVIL HUMAN". recently my emotion was tested at its edge, when i read news about tigers farming, tigers as exotic food served in restaurant, tigers this and that... oh gosh, i been crying and cursing and thinking... yes I NEED TO BE RICH, and i think im going to work for a year... just a year and start my business ASAP... i dont care anymore... i just NEED TO BE RICH to save the tigers..... I NEEDED THE MONEY.....

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Recently i became extremely emotional over small matter, a story of tigers can make me cry for nights, a small matter of things make me felt the whole world is going to an end. and today, this " dominant hand " is trying to play some games again... hence this is what i do...

You said you are angelic
But I think you are devilish
You dominant attitude
Make me wanna puke

This is my life
Go away, don’t interfere it
Who cares what I want to do
You get a life and stop controlling mine.

Oh gosh, stop telling me again
Why don’t you look at the mirror?
Before telling me you are pretty nor charming?
Please, you cant compare yourself to Aphrodite

Your uneven teeth turn me off
And you said it make you Japanese
My gosh, get a life
Your first impression to me is totally negative

I don’t obey to you - EVIL TYRANT
Because you are not qualified to dominate me
So go away before I dominate your life
And only regret after it happen

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