Dear Diary,

wahaha im back again to nutang to spam... lol sorry for my evil laugh.. because i feel like laughing recently because my exam is coming soon.. this is the mode of realising my stress... and soon i have to announce blog break.. cry out lout.. and no longer poem writing during my exams? lol perhaps.. cause i still remember.. during my college time... exam... i wrote quite a number of poems at the exam hall.. although im sitting for my paper.. see see.. im so crazy.. n insane..

what can i do.. if inspiration come.. i cant just stop them... wahahhaha... sorry.. u just have to bear with my insanity... until i finish my exam.....

after i finish my exam.. im gonna shout out loud "Merdeka Merdeka Merdeka" wahahha okay i have to stop my crap.. because this should be a poetry blog.. wahaha..

Sorry I'm Late
Because I'm Lazy
Moody day make me lazy
Moody day make me late

Because I m late
I don’t get to see you there, but
I'm happy, because
I know you'll get a good life

Because I'm late
I don’t get to see you there, but
I’m sad, because
I will no longer see you

I waited for 10 min, and
Suddenly you walked out, as if
You are searching for me
When I say "hi" you happily welcomed me

I walked near you,
You ran away
Leading me to your house
As if you are inviting me

I walked near your house
You ran inside
I handed you the goods
And you enjoyed

Later you finished
You came out again
Give me a signal
To walked by again

I handed you the second goods
And you enjoyed
I said goodbye
And see you tomorrow
And I promise I will not be late again....

If you are smart enough and do read my previous posts.. u should be able to figure out who this poem i refer to... Enjoy :D

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Dear Diary,
Im drop dead sleepy now...zzzzzzzzz hahaa while typing this blog.. im half awake as well as chatting w renaye .. why am i so sleepy???? i slept at 4am because of one person selfishness....................... always take me n my friend advantage of being a nice person... too good to be true.... duh......

so i spend my whole nite figuring out how to do MULTIPLE REGRESSION ANALYSIS, COEFFICIENT, ANOVA and so on.... then later have to check the selfish friend's work of COPY AND PASTE... after spending days and nites of doing all the works.. tada.. my supervisor said i had make a mistake.... please redo.. HOLY COW.. i been redoing the same things for many times...and still error... and ... ah.. dont feel like mentioning......

later after meeting my supervisor around 10.. i headed home.. and have my food (source of energy) and doze of to bed.....zzzzzzzz..

around 1pm (by the way i just took 15min nap) i went out w my friend (since we been planning and postponing)... and tada... we reach Midvalley by 2pm... just imagine... i went out at 1pm and reach there by 2pm.. and the usual journey only took less than half an hour... the reasonssssss were....
1st accident near my area
2nd traffic jam at the traffic light
3rd traffic jam at the junction (short cut)
4th stupid bank have no $$ for me to draw
5th i have to go to another bank just to draw $$
6th round round round... the parking lot... till i haywired only i able to get the most strategic location... hahaha (hello the parking lot was fully occupied.. well they do have space far far away and we need to walk and also construction was operating.. is unsafe there...)

reach there.. grab smth to eat... fruits wrap w sugar... i dont know what is it la.. just eat... dont bother as long as not poisonous.. and it cost me RM3.50 expensive... hahahaha

then walked up to the ground floor.. tada... lots of ppl were kaypoing (busy body) at the stage or so... oh.... fashion show... only manage to take few pics... and mostly is blur.... sorry... so i only put 1...

one of the male model... i think.......

and walked here and there... so took some pics of Mid Valley CNY theme.. ( not really nice)

and we plan to wait for a drum show.. but standing there for 10min+++ decided to go and get some ice creams... yummy yummy...
Rasberry (me) and Mango (friend)

dont ask me the brand name...

after the ice cream.. we headed home and im now here to blog and go to bed now.. i want to watch american idol... later... adios.... Buernas Norches...


Gracias to all my blog readers........... lots of Kisses and hugs for you...

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Dear Diary,

since today i have nth to do.. so i decided to go on to irc.. and i encounter an english teacher.. so i just ask him to give comment of my poems.... lol

still remember this topic on Past, Present, Future ?someone actually comment that it was written by chinese guy (means chinese educated) yes i am chinese educated as well... and he said that I cant even used a correct words...
he say hound is a strong word to use
he say flora and fauna make my poem sound malaysianish? hellp excuse me im malaysian.. and im proud of being malaysian...
he asked me to replace fauna into creature... dont u think it sound alien?

i think he break my confident of writing poem...
besides that he say most of my poems r poor... still remember goddess of the night? he say sound like a song than a poem....

CRY CRY i dont mind he comment... but he actually change my whole poem hahah which after i read it dont reflect the feeling i have while writting... ah..... should i stop writing ? duh

i not going to let him break my confident... if i do.. im so silly

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Dear Diary,

OK, my family once again had seafood at Bukit Tambun for dinner. Well as I mention in my previous post *here* that ill boycott Neptine, hence we did tho, so we went further in to Bukit Tambun to feast on the seafood, well was very yummy tho� I love their satay.

You must be wondering what is it got to do with my topic *Punctuality*� lmao� no we didn�t drive separately.

Then I bet you must be wondering why punctuality again, well *clear my throat*� there was this table, consists of 2 people (I bet is bf and gf) waiting for their (I think friends) to come to join them, I bet they must have this agreement asking this 2 people to order the food and waited for them.

5 minutes passes by
10 minutes passes by
30 minutes passes by
1 hours passes by

The patiently awaiting for their friends, *imagine the food had already arrived on the table* yet there was still no sign of their friend�

We were observing them *ya we are very busy body type* until the guy was pissed and disappointed with their friends and started eating after long waiting� at 1st I saw the girl was so reluctant to feast one the food, but after the guy persuaded her to do so, she also dig in the plate and start eating�

Imagine, when we make a date with ur friends and etc, and you are late, what will you friends feel, and another way, if ur friends are late, and you are the one who is doing the waiting, how will you feel?

If you are going to reach there late, is it so difficult to give a call? Instead of keeping ppl waiting.

Ever attend Chinese wedding dinner? That�s the world most horrible event� because people never puncture� when the invitation card wrote 730pm, means 730pm but some only turned up at 8pm @@�� the host have to wait for them� haih�

Only one Chinese wedding dinner that I attended start sharp at 730pm, whether or not the guests r here. Indeed very eyes catching� lol

Remember this post about punctuality that I faced during my university�s life *click here*

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Dear My Prince Charming a.k.a My Soulmate and Guardians,

It been a busy day for me today, why? erm, went to class as early as 10am (lol not that early i assume) and stay back for 3.30 hours for next class... rush my assignment which will due tomorrow(cause i dont have any ideas what should i write.... so i decided to create my own answer, since "God Permitted Tyrant" said we MKTG students *bullsh1t" alot) so i dont think she mind reading another "bullsh1t" article.. wahaha...

by the way, today my appetite was scary, i act one standard size bowl of rice and a bread yet my hunger was irresistible, i was whinning to my friend about how hungry i was, and i want food... hahahaa.... so after the assignment, we went to "SecretRecipe" yes i know it sucks but there is aircon, and the ambience is marvelous as compared to my UNI... BORING.... so we warmed the seat for 2 hours plus before went back to class...

i was half sick today, sudden cold, sudden hot that make me sick, so i ordered Jasmine Green Tea, and glurp....3 big cups... and tada i feeling great now...

nothing much happen today since there were 2 groups presenting today about successful entrepreneur... Ray Kroc and Bill Gates... erm... not bad and i do learn something although partially im chit chating... the presentation was boring as too many animation in the slide that distract me and make me piss as the things is moving and making my eyes sick...

oh, i think that my relationship w my classmates is getting better... cheers.... well is past after all.... haha..... no longer :D

i think that it been awhile i didnt do this....


MUAKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TO ALL MY LOYAL READERS... thank you so much.. muakss ... no worry i do wash my mouth before im doing this... muahahah

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