geh.. lately i havent been as happy as i thought i would be. i mean, it's summer for goodness sakes! just knowing that a lot of people are moving and switching schools have really brought me down. two of my best friends are leaving my school!! one is switching to a much better school and the other is moving to a BOARDING SCHOOL. it's going to be really hard seeing her leave. Currently, she's living with me, because of "family" problems.

She's been living with me, for about more than one year. Of course, there were times when I was really annoyed and said things I regret, like, "I want her gone!" or "Oh my god, she's so annoying. Why is she here?" I know that sounds mean, but it's like a never-ending sleepover. Sometimes I want time to myself, but she's always there. But, seriously, I don't think I can "survive" high school without her. She's like my right arm; I need her to be with me whenever I do something!! *cries* That sounds so corny, doesn't it?

She's moving at the end of August to this place near LA. All of our friends don't want her to leave, but I don't know.. Maybe it's for the best. She's like my sister and of course I don't want her to go, but I don't want her living with me anymore. If only she could find some other place to live, but still stay here in San Diego. My mom doesn't like her and is waiting for the day she leaves. I can understand that because my mom gets annoyed VERY easily and once you get on her "annoyed" side, there's no turning back.

I think change is a bitch. I know that change is sometimes good and it's good for you, but sometimes I want things to stay the way they are and just change little things. *sighs* I don't even know what to think anymore..

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dang... so much pressure. i always have to follow in my brother and sister's footsteps.. and then go beyond that!! ok.. my sister graduated in blue (normal)... my brother graduated in gray (honor roll.. top 10%) ... and what's after gray? WHITE. the top of the top! guess who has to wear white?... ME. i already try my hardest, but now i have to try even harder. i have to be in like.. the top 5% or something.. get higher than a 4.0 and do all this stuff... BLEH.

too much work for me to do... dont know how i'm going to handle it all.
psh.. tiffany wearing white for graduation.. (which is in 2007) it's possible, but i dont know if i'm up to it...

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