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There is an ever growing pain swelling deep within my weary heart. Words cannot describe this feeling I unwillingly shelter. The pain grips the depths of my soul...slowly squeezing every ounce of feeling out of my body. My heart pounds faster and faster. The pain chokes me, harder and harder. I am caught in a spinning maze, no hope to be found. Tears stream down my pale face. Dazed and confused, I search for a way out of this nightmare only to find I am trapped. I cry louder and louder. My sobs consume my entire being. I grow weaker and weaker from the strain of crying. My heart cannot bear the pain that burns deep within my chest. The fire is spreading through my vanes. I scream and yell for hope, but my desperate cries cannot be heard. All hope is lost, replaced instead by terrible pain and horrifying fear. My dark jail spins round and round. My once beautiful brown hair whips across my face, my white dress is torn and filthy.
I scream for help as my frail body is taken deeper and deeper into the eerie darkness. "Why?" I yell. "Why?...Why?..." over and over I cry out as tears pour from my stinging eyes. I feel dizzy...terrified...What's happening? My mind is going crazy. I can taste my tears on my parched lips. I turn to my Heavenly Father, "Make this all go away!" I pray as I desperately reach for His mighty hand. Nothing. Instead, I am helplessly carried further into this eternal jail of misery.

All hope is lost...all my laughter, courage, and strength have been taken from me and given to another who must deserve happiness more than I. "I give up!" I shout, my voice now raspy from screaming over and over. I collapse into the black beneath me. I am silent as I continue to fall. Am I scared? My body is failing. I cannot even find the courage to scream. Not a single tear trickles down my cheek. I feel nothing. More later....

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