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Hiswrtrgrl
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Caucasion
Location Fort Washington, PA
School. Other
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Sunday. July. 24th.
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"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know." -Jeremiah 33:3
Memories I don't want to remember...
Wednesday, 8/6/03 - 12:57 am
This isn't exactly the best, it really doesn't flow....but here ya go....

Sitting in the back of the theatre once again causes my heart to stop beating as I dwell in the memory of your warm and gentle touch. How your hand found mine sitting together in the dark. Silent secrets filled the air as I became unaware of all that was around me. And still I remember the moment etched in my mind. The memory will remain...It lingers in the night....Loving you was never hard. The memories seemed to be created so naturally. Though not memories of your sweet kiss so gentle on my lips as we stand entranced by the stars, the times we have shared are precious and perfect and in every way and ONLY ours. So I sit here now thinking about the only person i shouldn't be thinking about. Oh, I'm missing your touch and your amber gaze...how it always seemed to say "look into my eyes and see how much I love you." Your smile was my weakness and yet my source of strength. But I'm focused now on true strength within the arms of my precious Savior. I will not be moved cause I'm striving for Christ and I'm holding on tight to His mighty right hand. So forget all those memories and moments we've shared cause the only thing worth remembering is the sacrifice my Jesus made.

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My sun is finally shining...
Sunday, 8/3/03 - 10:59 pm
I wish with all of my heart that just thinking about you
would leave me breathless,
longing for your warm embrace.
I wish from the depths of my soul that when I stare into your eyes
we could share silent secrets,
and I would get lost in your amber gaze.
I wish with all my might that I would never run out of reasons
why you are so perfect for me,
why we belong together.
I wish more than words could ever describe
that I could dream about you tonight,
your gentle kiss dancing through the dark.
I wish so many things,
but wishes don't always come true...

The fact is...
Suddenly i just stopped loving you.
And i don't know why, or how, or when.
I just know that I can't feel what I felt for you then.


I try with all of my heart to whisper "I love you" to the stars.
From the depths of my soul,
I try to think of me wrapped in your arms.
You see, the words just don't come out
no matter how hard I try to speak.
And your face i cannot find
within my thoughts or inside my dreams.
I try with all my might to make my heart stop beating
every time you stare into my heart,
or whisper to my soul.
But instead, it beats faster like it’s scared or unsure.
I try more than words can describe,
but I just don't love you anymore...

The fact is...
I've already moved on.
And i can't go back, not here, not now.
You see, i know what God is telling me.
I'm sure that this is right.

Dawn's pure light is peering into my heart.
My sun is finally shining...

:+:.Nicole.Murray.:+:
.August.3.2003.

A song? or a poem? hmm.....any feedback?

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Another undeserved chance...
Saturday, 8/2/03 - 4:27 pm
As the sun peaks over the misty horizon I stare in awe of the beautiful picture being painted right before my eyes. The dawn of each morning fills my heart with hope for what is to come. With God's mercy and grace I recieve another undeserved chance to serve my Jesus.....

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Ashamed and other thoughts plaguing my mind.
Friday, 8/1/03 - 12:13 am
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Dear the one I will love
Wednesday, 7/30/03 - 11:01 pm
"Life goes on, never stopping to wait for love."

Dear the one I will love,
Wherever you are, whoever you are, please don't give your love away. Won't you wait for me? Please be patient, I know its hard. See, I want to stay pure 'till we are pledged as one. I am waiting faithfully for that perfect night. So please, my love, won't you wait patiently for your bride?
With all my love,
Nicole

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To the one I will love...<%s=173%>
Tuesday, 7/29/03 - 6:35 pm
Only in my mind
can I see your sweet smile.
Only in my heart
have I looked into your eyes.
Only in my dreams
have I danced in your arms.
Only in my soul
have I kissed you under the stars.
Only I will love you
with my heart, soul, and mind.
Only I will cherish
every night we spend together in time.
Only I will be by your side
when the dawn of each morning springs.
And only in God's timing
will you and I together sing.
Until then...

"I love you..."

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