okay sure i went to the counselor today and he told me that i need serious meds if im to get better... okay maybe just anti depressants and sleeping pills but still i have to talk my mom into letting me get them. My friends are going to the school counselors to talk to him about me.. and even though i said i was mad about it they dont know how much that it means to me that they would do that. I LOVE YOU GUYS. ne way well my new friend if you check on my site i wrote a poem that you might like and if you did not get it the other day then i guess ill have to post it if i can figure out how. and sorry i missed you today as you can see i had a counselors appointment to ne one reading these any comments are welcome you know unless their like "i hate your guts" cause those are just mean lol. well i think that i gtg so i type more lata and to any friends reading thank you guys so much. Even though i may be a little angry i do appreciate it. Bye

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so as you know and as i know the day is not over but so far it has gone pretty well for some reasons i got a lot of homework done today and i got over the urge to be shy and made a new friend. yeah friends are great. ne ways so i have been suggested to go the dance ne way and just try to have fun without the feeling of rejecion and unwanting weighing me down i will think on this and probly go even if i dont want to cause i usually try to make people happy lol. Okay so about my new friend i havent talked to her all that long but she seems really nice and she helped fix my nutang prob. She is pretty too lol. yeah well meeting new nice people always puts me in a better mood so im glad i met her today i will be sure and write more later possibly tonight if i have nothing else better to do

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hey whats going on today was aiight. there was lots going on and stuff so yeah i was busy today. we had band contest today it was cool to see some of the bands that wiped the floor with us. Our band was the only band to get a three so yeah whatever. I went to the movies with natasha and a whole bunch of other people that i didnt know. i wanted to go and have fun but for some reason it just wasnt all that fun and i know its my prob cause my friends are great. im having a hard time having fun as of late. i know why and i dont at the same time but i just would like to do something that is like uber fun like the most fun i ever had type fun and i dont know what that is yet but hopefully i will find it. i dont know about ne thing ne more. im suppose to go to tolo with this beautiful, wonderful, funny girl, but i dont know if i want to go cuz she only sees me as a friend. and usually i either go to dances alone or with someone i really care about as in more than a friend and since ive never had a gf when there is a dance i usually go alone but i dunno i like this girl and all but she dont like me so i dunno. i may be being stupid buts its what im good at so its all good. i know the girl wants to be my friend dbut i jus dunno do yu know? got any suggestions

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oaky its taking for like ever but i think that im starting to get the hang of this thing although i think i will need tashas help

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