I just realized its been QUITE AWHILE since my last entry. But I've been busy, only got a couple of weeks left in school, so we're being loaded down with projects and essays up the ying-yang. (thats not too comfortable, lemme tell ya) But I have some great news to any of those people who might have happened to see my page and might have happened to click on my favorite bands webiste link on the left hand side of this page..LOL...THEY MADE IT INTO BATTLE OF THE BANDS!!!!!!!!!! Yeehaw! For those of you who dont know how serious this is, YOU SUCK. BUt its a perfect opportunity for them to get exposure to record labels. If there is anyone in Virginia who wants to check out the band or meet me they will be playing June 2 at 7:30 at THE GODFATHER's LOUNGE in Colonial Heights. (find out directions at www.TheGodfatehrsLounge.com) Trust me, it will SO be worth the drive b/c they fucking ROCK! they gotta hit new single out, called "My Mistake", I say its thier best song yet....I love those guys. The lead guitarest is practically family, known him since 3rd grade, and the lead singer is my boyfriend, his brother it the drummer and also happens to be my best friend of about 3 years and the new bass player is a friend of mine too. They are liek family. Seriously, all those rockers out thier should go to thier site. I'ma try to figure out how to have one of thier songs play when you come to my page, so keep and ear out for that! Luv, -K

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Since my last entry, I was trying to rush to finish. I'm in geometry class (8th period) and there is this girl in my class who likes to yell about everyone doing something wrong. She even yells at the teacher. And the teacher is scared of her, she don't care. Well anyway, shes a really big bitch. She was yelling at me for being at the computer when she wanted to be on one. And she was talking about how i was sending an email, ok, does this look like a fucking email?? I'm sorry, but she aggravates the out of me. I've never done anything wrong to her, she used to be nice to me...till she found out I was bisexual, then she started fussing at me for everything. Oh, i'm talking to loud, my pen is too bright, my hair is too long, i am too slow, i talk too much, I look at her too much,i should shut up..And she yells about it. Every 5 seconds. And shes one of those people who havea really high pitched and grating voice. Its annoying. Shes just really rude and hateful towards me. I've never done anything wrong to her. She fusses about people talking too much or being too loud, then when we are quiet she runs her mouth so much teh windows rattle. Grrr...sorry I'm venting. I've shut up about it for too long. Now I 'm pissed about it cuz its just plain dumb....Jahnece can rot in hell....(thats her name..I dunno if I spelled it right) LOL Her--> Me--> What I want to do-->

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Boredom, a tragic waste of time. How'd this feeling come to be? ::sighs::.....Well, life's starting to move faster these past few weeks of school. We are being loaded down with so much work. And with only 3 weeks of school left! I have 4 Assignments due this week alone. OK, well they are all due friday----er, tomorrow.... (They were given to us monday.) I haven't started on any of them. Heres the run down.. ~Spanish II- Project, Posterboard with pictures of all family members with full names, address, hobbies and they have to be all in spanish. ~W.History- asignments, Write a 300 word essay on the Brown Decision and how it affected segregation in our county. and create a newspapaer article from a local newspaper from the day of the abolishment of the law "seperate but equal". ~Geometry-project, create a booklet showing angles, shapes and lines in everyday life and houshold objects. Must be atleast 15 to pass. Yeah, seems simple i know, but they're are so many rules and crap. Anyway..I will go now. LOSTSOUL give me a call. Kushiel

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I'm in school. Geometry class to be specific. We have a project to do that is due on friday. I dont know where to even start. We have to define geometric shapes in every objects. and we have to chose a certain subject or category. Like cars. Which is the one I was thinking about doing. I also have a project due in my spanish class(senor baloca) we have to make a diagram of all of our family members and PROVIDE PICTURES OF THEM!!! no, thats ok..I have dis-owned half of my family. LOL, this aint gonna work. I will have like 3 people on my poster board. lol, ok anyway, boring day today so I'm gonna go and make some trouble. Kushiel PS- Yeah, anotehr interesting thing I forgot to tell you was we had to disect something in biology class today. It was only a crayfish. but it was nasty. we had to cut off all of the legs and appendages, (like its antenna's and stuff) that wasnt so bad, it was easy, but then we had to cut off its back plate and cut off all the flesh and tissue underneath to get to the stomach and digestive tract ( which by the way lead straight to the anus, so it kinda stank) But anyway, I accidently cut the stomach in half and it squirted orange shit in my face.. EWWW...until then I was doing fine, but that made me wanna puke. Now i cant get rid of the smell!! BARF-O-RAMA

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Been learning new things on this site. I learned how to add scrollers and edit my avatar. But thats about it. I'm still working on my avatar though. I have this akick ass pic on my computer that I drew in an art program, of my favorite symbol. For those who are close to me, know what that is. I'v been playing around with it in PhotoImpressions and managed to make it smaller (small enough I do not know yet). It started off being black, then I made it blue and black. Then i change it to gold and black. LOL then i changed my mind ONCE AGAIN and made it grey and black. It looked pretty cool that way, but I found a feature where you can make it look like a negative. (like a picture negative) and it inversed all the colors, it looks friggin awesome. Anywho, I will try loading it when I get home tonight. We'll see how it looks. IF it doesnt load I will have to make it smaller, I am not sure if I can. Ah Yeah, TTYL Kushiel

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I feel for you. I know how it is, going through that kind of situation.But as I told you, I will never be anything but honest to you. What you want to hear does not matter to me, only what you need to hear. There are other places to find happiness, you do not need her to survive. You do not need to depend on her for happiness, peace, clarity, love or support. Your friends are all you will ever truelly have in this world, hold them close and they can provide you with all the support and love you need. Just as I hold you close and dear to my heart , you are the one person I can honestly say I do not expect to hurt me.You may have before, in miniscule ways, but never enough to break my heart. I trust you not to do so. As should you to your friends. So do not fret over her. Or any other woman. No one can bring you want you want but yourself! I have faith in you, its about time you do the same. There is always love and laughter from your friends. Smile brother, know I love you, And live with that knowledge...instead of pain. I am always here, I answer your call, Kushiel

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