Note: This is about a Gorean Role Play.
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So before I head to bed... I wanted to type my thoughts before they fade from me and I loose the moment. NAME EDITED FOR THE SAKE OF THE PERSON spoke with my Owner and has aranged a meeting with him in char to offer two gold for my character omen. Of course, Vaulder being the assassin he is... isnt going to turn down two gold. So no matter how upset this leaves me, I am being sold to a man who has been nothing but problems for me since day one and asked to "honor the collar." At least there is a "Buy Back" clause in the deal, so that when hes done training Mithras if hes still alive and I am not happy in the Oasis (which I wont be), that he can come back and buy me back.

Im.. miserable, Ive been crying all morning, hes promised me to spend some time with me in about five hours in a private room so that I can at least ONCE get to see what Vaulder is like before he sells me. ~just starts sobbing again now unable to see the screen~ I knew happiness was too good to be true, I had a feeling that this couldnt be real... happiness in gor just doesnt exist for me. Happiness a lot of times doesnt exist for me anywhere.

Oh well, Im going to head off and get some sleep and hopefully I can wake myself up in time to be able to spend some time with him in the morning. Take care all ~slips off to cry herself to sleep~

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Okay another exciting update... I just got accepted on at PixelsRUs which is a small avatar creation site. Basically small little virtual pictures are posted and we paint them up with names and other fun stuff to make them even better. Soooo yay, I am just getting myself involved in so many things... happily here on NuTang and well yah.

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Oh my gawds I am so happy. I am now a DJ at bound radio. Its been a while since Ive been able to DJ. I used to run Sounds of Addiction by Radio Zen and I loved it. I had my own radio station but now... now I dont. However just recently I was gifted the ability to be on air at Bound Radio. I am so excited, in fact tonight/early tomorow morning is my first night actually schedualed. ~bounce~ Im a happy gal! Yay music.

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So I am excited, as of late I have really begun to get myself involved in a lot more things. I need to go and take some web design courses so that I can better my abilities when it comes to the design of websites but when it comes to Graphics it seems a lot of people have been recommending me to their friends as I keep getting all these sorts of commissions out of the blue from one community or another that I happen to be a part of. So I am excited, I am now making a banner for a World of Warcraft Guild site and its got me bouncy to think that someone had to come to me just for this.. especially when the person who came to me is like super duper picky!

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So I am starting to wonder just how in depth I can write. I am an adult, and my life is filled with a lot of adult situations. What type of people are around here? Would mentioning my role play in Gor and talking about such be a bad thing? I mean, sure I can create more vanilla enteries but is that really what blogging is about? Hiding what one really wants to talk about? Hrm... so many thoughts, so many questions.. perhaps I will go and beat some monsters up in Final Fantasy 12 while I consider wether or not I should truly open up or not. Of course, even when truly opening up I would leave out any of the naughty parts.. or only illude to them, and once I have people who really want to see those I could probably put them on a list and use that list to keep them private. Im not sure.. Is that possible? I am still learning everything here. Is it possible to have a list of ones friends who can read the nitty gritty while leaving the rest to not be able to see?

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So, I have begun to mark my territory here on NuTang, and well... frankly I love it. Already people have begun responding and I feel that perhaps I really have found the community for me. So.. it causes me to perk up, and look forwards to seeing what will happen here in this community. If I have found the right community, then as soon as I get invites I will start inviting those of my friends who all enjoy blogging and so much more!

I LOVE IT HERE!

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