Note: This is about a Gorean Role Play.
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So before I head to bed... I wanted to type my thoughts before they fade from me and I loose the moment. NAME EDITED FOR THE SAKE OF THE PERSON spoke with my Owner and has aranged a meeting with him in char to offer two gold for my character omen. Of course, Vaulder being the assassin he is... isnt going to turn down two gold. So no matter how upset this leaves me, I am being sold to a man who has been nothing but problems for me since day one and asked to "honor the collar." At least there is a "Buy Back" clause in the deal, so that when hes done training Mithras if hes still alive and I am not happy in the Oasis (which I wont be), that he can come back and buy me back.

Im.. miserable, Ive been crying all morning, hes promised me to spend some time with me in about five hours in a private room so that I can at least ONCE get to see what Vaulder is like before he sells me. ~just starts sobbing again now unable to see the screen~ I knew happiness was too good to be true, I had a feeling that this couldnt be real... happiness in gor just doesnt exist for me. Happiness a lot of times doesnt exist for me anywhere.

Oh well, Im going to head off and get some sleep and hopefully I can wake myself up in time to be able to spend some time with him in the morning. Take care all ~slips off to cry herself to sleep~

Oh honey...
I'm so sorry about all the things going on in Gor on your end in the roleplay, but baby there's always a bright side, trust me I have a lot of experience with finding it, or trying and failing, but it's definately worth looking for if it replaces the bad. You know if I can do anything I'm here, and am quite easy to contact 95% of the time, the other 5% being when I'm sleeping, so I hope you got some sleep, and please try to smile, because you know a lot of us love you, lots.

~Your Joshy...(And sanity...)
» Normalities on 2006-11-20 01:28:17

hugs
thank you hun really... but im still trying to find the bright side... cuz i really dont see one right now.
» zenfull on 2006-11-20 02:14:47

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