listening to:Puddle of Mudd
mood: :(
my windows media player is JACKED UP
i used to be able to have all my music under all music and then i changed all the genre of my music and only aboutu 1/3 of them showed up so i was being stupid and just deleted all the genres of the songs and all the different kinds of genres under the genre section so now none of my music is showing up under all music. h

does anybody know how i can fix this? i love my media player and i cant live with it all messed up like this

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mood: dull
listening to:Brooke Hogan
wow i never realized how freakin cold a library is until today. i think its cuz i'm sitting under the air conditioner but my legs are hurting cause its so cold. i cant wait until i leave in like a hour and then i'ma go and chill somewhere where its warm. i hope its not like this in the winter. how uninteresting this entry is ...

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i think i'm getting sick, my nose is all cloggy and i sneezed 3 times in a row for once. but it would totally suck if i'm sick, i hate it. i cant think right cause all my mucus is in my brain and it function. plus i cant makeout wit my bf cause i'll get him sick too... :(

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listening to: Red Hott Chilli Peppers

So i have a bio test on Halloween. i wouldn't care usually that i have a test on a holiday but this stupid test is right when everybody is going out tricker treating and shit so that i means by the time i'm getting home, i'll have to wait my ass ouside or something.

damnit my comp time is up

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mood: In Pain

omg, i got my flu shot today and i pormised myself that i wouldn't cringe or scream but i broke my promise. that needle looked so much longer than it would normally be! i hate shots with a passion and i'm never ever going to get one again. Now my arm is in pain and i think i'm feeling the stupid slight dose of feverness thats suppose to follow. i doubt i would've gotten the flu anywayz if i didn't take the shot. it was a waste of my stinkin time

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mood: sad and hungry
listening to: Justin Timberlake, My Love
I hate him. why does he have to diss me like the way he does. Showing up to something the we planned means the most to me in a relationship and he always fucks up when it comes to that. He doesn't show up like once every week and i don't get why its so hard just to be here for me when i need him to be. i personall know that i would always show up no matter what, unless i like die or something, or i'll let him know somehow that i'm ok but i can make it or something but noooooo with him , he just feels like not showing up and he doesn't.

i get so mad at him for that but when we talk, it all goes away because i love him so much. i didn't think i'd ever love anybody like i did my ex but i'm starting to change and develope my feelings towards him. i know he cares about me and all but the way that he shows his love is different. he makes me laugh with all his little jokes but he also hurts me by pulling stupid shit like this. maybe i'm just too sensitive. i should just let it go but its hard because i feel all stepped on and stupid for just sitting here waiting for him. i would never let him just rot there waiting for his gf whose never going to show up so i don't understand why he would.

i'm just so hurt right now. i'm one of those freaky girls that hurt at every little thing a guy does wrong. is there some kind of pill that could treat that?

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