This is so annoying. (say 10 times)

This is so annoying.

This is so annoying.

This is so annoying.

This is so annoying.

This is so annoying.

This is so annoying.

This is so annoying.

This is so annoying.

This is so annoying. (say 10 more times)

My computer is so annoying.
everytime I go to web, it shut down automatically,
since I upgraded to STUPID window XP and Office XP.

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mood: normal

Merry Christmas!!!

I went to midnight mass last night. You know midnight mass start at 12am, so I went out about 11:30, as the church is closed to my home. However, there was no one on the street, a little bit scary, so I had to walk quickly to the church and bakc home. It is very different to HK, there was lots of people on the street during christmas, most people don't want to stay at home for festival.

Alas! Not a enjoyable christmas for me!

1st my result is not good enough for university, so need to take a diploma
2nd a little bit sick, think I catch cold
3rd conflict with mum, still going on
4th my family not support me, and not understand me

Well ...
1st How can I get this UAI, my results are not bad though.
I got 2 unit Maths 80 Band 5, Music 71 Band 4, Biology 69 Band 3, Standard English 64 Band 3, Maths extendion 1 33/50 Band E2, Chem 49 Band 1.

Chemistry was a bad, I know, but the others were okay. I was so disappointed and perplexed when I saw the result, I checked it twice, as I couldn't believe it is real.

alas.

2nd I think it is cold, as I have sore throat.
Probably got it when the day I received my UAI, was so sad and walked on street purposelessly.

3rd I couldn't understand mum, nor she understnad me. She's always angry with me with minor stuffs. I feel like we are two different channel, and hard to communicate.

4th My family blamed me not work hard to get a good result, no matter how hard I explained that my result was good, just not with a good UAI. However, their theory is "if you work hard, you can get into university", I wish things are that simple, and I will be happy.

How come none, no one think of my point of view? I am sad and disappointed with this UAI. However, there was nothing I can control the scale, as no one know how they count the UAI. How can same group of people who told me not to care the ranking in exam, but the marks on paper as it is reflected your efforts and standard, can do completely contrast, now? I really don't understand.

How many people in my family had ever try to understand me? I wondered. Not try to understand me, no matter I was in HK or aboard. I am not a girl who know spending only, I have stress, problems to face, to resolve.

They threatened me that I must get into university after diploma, or I need to go back home. Isn't that funny? I get into diploma is because it is a bridge to university, and why they just couldn't say something that is encouraged.

cough syrup is yuck ...

Luckily, i have friends as support. Karen helps me a lot during my perplexed period, and her mum said many supportive words to me, expecially for the disagreement with my family. And thanks for Tiffany, she helps me to know which kind of programs that I could choose.

Thanks people how support me, and for those who misunderstood me ...
alas ... we wait and see what happen!

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happy new year! wish all the best in this year, and far away from suffering!

I just came back home from watching new year firework at Sydney Harbour.
frankly speaking, disappointed.

Perhaps watched too much fireworks in HK, and Disneylands, etc.
The Sydney Harbour firework was acceptable, felt hard to shout out that "wow" with people around me.Sydney government should spend more money on firework, buy some special one.

anyway, wish this is a good year.

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Today, Karen, Vivian and I went to Strathifield to seek new home, Karen and I are going to live together, and Vivian accompanied us to look around. We watched two flats in this trip: the first unit was an old style building, located at third floor, with bedrooms on upper floor; the second one was apartment. The first unit was a bit dirty, quiet, but far away from train station, need to walk about 20 minutes.

There are two apartments closed to train station, and we'd like to live there. The one called 'Regal Court' hold a 'for least' blanner, so we walked in and asked for a 2 bedroom flat. Luckily, there were two available, one on 3rd floor, and one on 5th floor. 3rd floor one is a bit small for 2 people; but the 5th floor one is good, big, clean, daylight-in, etc. The only problem (actually not really a problem) is the owner want to charge $390 for a week. The staff told us that there were two boys want to rent this flat too. But they want to reduce $10/20. Hence, we said we accepted the price, and asked her to contact the owner.

We left Regal Court and went to agency to look for other flats; perhpas we aimed to get Regal Court, so those flats were either too old or too far away. Then we got call from Regal Court, and the owner wanted to least the flat to us.

we'll move in on 14th Feb.

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A very relax day, wake up at 10:30am, and then had breakfast. After all my friends wake up, we had fired rice for lunch.

We went to 'Alexsadria's factory outlet', we walked quite far away from home, there were many different outlets located at Alexsadria, but nothing for me.

Karen and I find an old sofa, we moved in home, but find it was really old one. So we put it at balcony, hope to kill the bacterias by the sunlight.

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I am not happy.
I had arguement with my sister and father last night. All about my study and study fees. My school fee is expensive, but what I can do?

My sister said no matter marks I got in HSC, as I can't get into university means I didn't work hard, and it is a wrong investment for my study. I don't meant to be irresponsible to my study, but the UAI count differently, I got good marks in biology and music, but they didn't count them, as they regarded these are easy subjects.

And I really did an acceptable HSC result.
I used this result to direct apply B. Arts in Sydney University, they give me a conditional offer. What I lack is the UAI.
University needs UAI to take students, but do my family need UAI to weight the effort I gave? Why always say words that hurt me?

I know Sydney university'd not accept my application as I couldn't meet the UAI. Perhaps communication'd suit me, who knows?

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Karen and I went to pay diposit for our new home. I haven't take train for long time, and Sydney Rail is a little complicated, we accidently took the slower train to Straifield, and stayed at Redfern for long time.

When we back to city, Karen told me that she wants to buy something for her cousin, and asked rather I want to go with her. I go as I have nothing to do. We first went to Paddy's market, and then go to Town Hall. She asked rather I want to go home for rest or feel boring, for many times. I somehow feel that she wants to avoid me, so I went to have lunch by myself, and then back home. She wasn't home until 7pm, and I find that she was staying with Vivian and friends when I called her.

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