mood: normal

Merry Christmas!!!

I went to midnight mass last night. You know midnight mass start at 12am, so I went out about 11:30, as the church is closed to my home. However, there was no one on the street, a little bit scary, so I had to walk quickly to the church and bakc home. It is very different to HK, there was lots of people on the street during christmas, most people don't want to stay at home for festival.

Alas! Not a enjoyable christmas for me!

1st my result is not good enough for university, so need to take a diploma
2nd a little bit sick, think I catch cold
3rd conflict with mum, still going on
4th my family not support me, and not understand me

Well ...
1st How can I get this UAI, my results are not bad though.
I got 2 unit Maths 80 Band 5, Music 71 Band 4, Biology 69 Band 3, Standard English 64 Band 3, Maths extendion 1 33/50 Band E2, Chem 49 Band 1.

Chemistry was a bad, I know, but the others were okay. I was so disappointed and perplexed when I saw the result, I checked it twice, as I couldn't believe it is real.

alas.

2nd I think it is cold, as I have sore throat.
Probably got it when the day I received my UAI, was so sad and walked on street purposelessly.

3rd I couldn't understand mum, nor she understnad me. She's always angry with me with minor stuffs. I feel like we are two different channel, and hard to communicate.

4th My family blamed me not work hard to get a good result, no matter how hard I explained that my result was good, just not with a good UAI. However, their theory is "if you work hard, you can get into university", I wish things are that simple, and I will be happy.

How come none, no one think of my point of view? I am sad and disappointed with this UAI. However, there was nothing I can control the scale, as no one know how they count the UAI. How can same group of people who told me not to care the ranking in exam, but the marks on paper as it is reflected your efforts and standard, can do completely contrast, now? I really don't understand.

How many people in my family had ever try to understand me? I wondered. Not try to understand me, no matter I was in HK or aboard. I am not a girl who know spending only, I have stress, problems to face, to resolve.

They threatened me that I must get into university after diploma, or I need to go back home. Isn't that funny? I get into diploma is because it is a bridge to university, and why they just couldn't say something that is encouraged.

cough syrup is yuck ...

Luckily, i have friends as support. Karen helps me a lot during my perplexed period, and her mum said many supportive words to me, expecially for the disagreement with my family. And thanks for Tiffany, she helps me to know which kind of programs that I could choose.

Thanks people how support me, and for those who misunderstood me ...
alas ... we wait and see what happen!

Categories: Once upon a time [t]

heyy
whats up? Merry Christmas!!!
» djjester on 2003-12-25 01:55:42

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