You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. atheism 100% Satanism 100% Paganism 100% agnosticism 75% Judaism 67% Buddhism 67% Islam 50% Hinduism 17% Christianity 0% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

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Random things about me

-Music is my life
-I'm very sensitive
-I do not believe in God and I never will.
-My boyfriend is amazing.
-Amanda means more to me that you can imagine =)
--I'm easily amused
-Very easy going and easy to get along with
-I never want children.
-I have trouble describing what I'm really like
-I tend to see things in black and white
-I'm very stubborn and set in my way of thinking
-I think we over exaggerate our sexual orientation; we are not gay, bi, lesbian, or straight. We fall in love and can't help it.


Like it or not. This is what I am. Deal with it sucka.=]

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I can't believe what happened to Kyle. I never felt so fucking bad about stuff in my life...Jesus Christ, I think about all the times we got.... wow. I'm going to see him with Skyler tomorrow. I was so scared today when Skyler told me...I swear if Kyle is okay, I will NEVER do drugs again. I swear it. I'm done and for real this time. Skyler went up to see him tonight and Kyle couldn't even recoginize anyone...not even his Mother and Father. I wish he had listened him I told him not to take so many....

Kyle, I hope you're doing alittle better.


This has been a bad fucking day.

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Well, once again, I turn to NuTang to vent. Don't expect this to last though.

I get so annoyed living in this damn town. No one even looks beyond anything, they don't see the real picture. And it annoys the hell out of me. I don't know how poeple do it, how they don't realize there's so much more then they see. I have to believe in a world outside my own mind. I have to believe that my actions still have meaning, even if I don't remember them. I have to believe that when my eyes are closed, the world is still there. Do I believe the world's still there? Is it still out there?... Yeah. We all need mirrors to remind ourselves who we really are. I'm no different... maybe alittle crazier or more of a idiot. But not much diffrent.

On Friday, me and Amanda actually hung out. That's pretty shocking considering we haven't hung out in over a year. I don't think we quite know how to act around eachother anymore. But, we went up to see Mr. Grega and that was pretty interesting. I haven't seen him SINCE 6th grade. But he talked alot about the future, it wont be that long before I get out of school blah blah etc. Everyone else seems to have it so figured out. They're going to graduate, and go to college or some army branch, get married...have kids, die, whatever. I don't want to live like that, I don't want everything so arranged, it drives me crazy. Maybe I won't go to college. Who knows.

It seems like everyone is lecturing me on God lately. I can't stand it, I just wish they'd keep their religion to themselves and stop trying to shove it down MY throat. The other day, a girl in my History class decided that she had the right to insult me because she "heard" from someone that I do not believe in God, or any kind of organized religion. She told me that poeple like me go to hell and that's where we belong. And what if there is no hell? Or what if they don't want us there... ever think of that? And after many years of living and after these many so-called sins I’ve committed, I can honestly say I have done nothing I truly regret. Repenting or seeking God’s forgiveness would be almost mocking Him. Repenting what I do not regret could conceivably be more atrocious than the sin itself in the Catholic faith. Besides, if I was going to regret it, why would I do it in the first place? Am I the only person in the world to think before I act? Whatever. I make no sense anyways.


Who actually reads this and all my stupid thoughts? hahaha.


I was just thinking how people say a picture's worth a thousand words. I guess I understand that, because you can't get the same things from words that you can from pictures. Pictures can help you remember a face, but words help you remember a feeling. I really think words are better than pictures. Words can make you see, or understand, or do almost anything pictures can. And, yeah, you do need a lot more words than pictures, but when's the last time you looked at a picture and remembered what you were thinking at the time?


Some memories are best forgotten.

Goodbye.

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Well, since I don't have anything better to do, I thought...why not start NuTang again? I didn't make my sign in name but I guess it'll work *shrug*.

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