Saturday, September 11, 2004 hmm... is sep11! other than the anniversary for the falling of twin towers... then there is so many stuffs happening on this sat!
i went for my final theory practice... so demoralised at first cos i failed in all my prac then i was so worried for my evaluation later on.
then in my evaluation time, i finished the 80 questions in 15min and managed to pass! with a score of 77!! 
but i am still not confident to go for the real test on 30sep.. cos i think i pass is becos the qn asked were all the same when i did my practice. so i think i juz memorise the qn since it was still fresh on my memory.
okie other than me passing my evaluation, there were so much prog to watch. The Next Big Thing Final and 933 Music Award. both show were aired at the same time 7pm.
so i have to swtich here and there and miss some... lucky saw yanzi getting the local singer award.. *yeah* buden miss her singing yu jian! my sis want to see the next big thing, and so funny was that the contestant was singing shen qi by yanzi.. oh man! she actually sacrifice the real singer for the fake one...errrrr...
what else has happen today... hmm.. i really dun mind the feeling of staying at hme watching shows... how relaxing but think not much leisure le.. all my midterms coming argh~
Comment! (1) | Recommend! eVerY thIng seems teRRible~ Wednesday, September 8, 2004 haiz.. fad up! cant book my driving lesson. cos the stupid website cock up and cant log in to the bank webbie to transfer money... errrrrr.... sickening.. try how many zillion times still cant get in!!!! what the hell~ waste my time!
i dun know...really dun know.. why i suddenly get that feeling which i shud not be thinking of... ya by right u shouldn't and yes.. morally i shud not have that kind of feeling.. or else will be waste of both money and time...
recently, like everyone not doing fine... my frenz do not seem that happy they used to... they have so many problems that i only when i read up their blog.
like what my fren said, really wish we could turn back time and go back to the younger days, when everything seem perfect....all pple seem happy with their life! lesser f*** up moments. but that is so impossible. what we could now is to find happiness in our life that we are leading now.. (hope so)
but easy say than done!
Come to think it, life really sux!
Comment! (0) | Recommend! it's been Long thAt i upDate~ Monday, September 6, 2004 oh... lazy to come online each day...just the laziness in me's fault.
what has happen this few days? fri? sat? sun?
watched GARFIELD on sat... hmmm.. lucky is still a pretty funny one.. cos i told myself not to watch it cos i hate CATS. but nsince not much movie to see for the time being, i shall take a risk... ooh.. lucky is not bad!
what else has happen?
hmmm... beside schoolwork? yucks, boring stuff.. and soon test is coming.. errrrrrr! last week, almost everyday i need to go school... even on sat and sun!!! all project fault!! haiz..
went to buy gui's bday present with Shiya. Then we talked abt how we can click so well unlike when i am with someone else... i think is becos i dun like her so much and apparantly we dun have much in common too...
bought a so gui's bag today. BABY BLUE... typical her! think should be a practical gift for her cos she was complaining that her bag now is just so pathetic.. with a hole slit here and there!! she will like it definitely!!!
was damm tired! had a real late nite sleep yest! staying up to see YAN-ZI to sing YU JIAN on the award ceremony. when she sang finished, it was alrdy 5plus am ... oh man! i am so power!!! think i need to catch some sleep now and battle with my tut later~
tml still has a long day to go~ project meeting at 6pm and what time will it end? 8? 9? 10? oh no! no later than that! i will go crazy!!!
ZZzzzzz time  Comment! (1) | Recommend! driving is so difficult.. why everyone claim is ea Thursday, September 2, 2004 oh man! yest had a scary experience.. driving on the main road!! so scary! instructor scared me, i also scared of myself! argh...
but the instructor also damm scary... suddenly ask me to turn left after a junction.. lucky not many car arnd.. or else...
that means he is not a good one... still havent decide who is good le... i need to fix one faster.. think having a fixed instructor is better. at least he know ur progress... shud i let mr jeffery to be my instructor??
today the speak softly instructor asked whose grp u are under then i said jeffery.. then he immediately say... xiao xin.. oh man! what does he mean?? jeffery is damm fierce or very de not good...hmmm.. maybe think too much.. he maybe just passing a general remark
haiz.. driving is so damm difficult!! need to shift gear according to speed... look up for cars here and there... drive at the centre of the lane... haiz.. then now th etraffic police finally intro the auto car course... starting from next yr. oh man! shud have wait and learn that instead.. cos probably in the future i will drive an auto car... haiz...i am not a material for driving man.... pple shud drive me instead...almost all the instructor say i very buah steady le.. what 's my problem man.. i also dun knoe.. maybe i too scared of making mistakes... must overcome this barrier in me!!
saw one of my ex good frenz today... her mum opened a jap fastfood restaurant in cine! so glad to see her again... she is still the same her...
too bad we cant be that close as b4 becos of some silly reason.. too bad!!! maybe this is the chance, fate let us meet again... but i doubt so.
anyway, we are still that happy without each another...  Comment! (2) | Recommend! Monday, August 30, 2004 ooh.... sat went out and spent money again!! haiz.. last week was really a damm terrible week for me!!! think i have to ground myself up manz.. or else...
had a swim on sunday!!! finally get to exercise, hooray!!
hmmm.. dunnoe why i feel weird swimming in the pool with a guy.. so sorry boy, i think i cant swim together.. until i dun feel so weird haha!!
oh man! then i saw so many cute and future-to-be shuai ge in the pool... they are so so adorable!!! but too bad they are juz kids...
my fren and i felt that we are a bunch of lechers there in the pool admiring those small kids.. whahahaha!!
oh then tml marks the last day of athens 2004. So fast man! 2 weeks has gone.. okie guys, let look forward to Beijing 2008 then .. hmmm.. so funny to see an asian country hosting.. interesting though!!  Comment! (2) | Recommend! tiReD~ sTreSS~tHaT's Life~ Friday, August 27, 2004 guess i would come here less often.. nowadays i am juz too tired to come online..if i would, i would be checking mails and off to bed!
hmm.. it seems like my routine is back. Morning, go school then come back sleep then watch tv then look at the tut then reluctant to do then off to bed again then try to wake up early to do then rush to school.. argh~ that is really not the way! cannot let tiredness rule over me!!
oh! today i guess a bit different cos is near to weekend.. more relax~
i had my driving lesson again.. but today progress is cannot make it. my instructor want to bring me out on the road but too bad my shifting of gear is not that perfect yet. so i have to spend time revising in the circuit. haiz... how demoralising!! but i must perservere to get my licence. i hope i can go out to the road on next lesson which mean i must be more steady in gear shifting! *prays* 
oh man! i am suppose to come back early to rest but my "best" frenz of mine said mphosis having sale... and yes! what will i do then? go charge!! spend money again! did some retail therapy and yes..much better! i look forward to my driving lesson!! but there goes my pocket!!!
okie.. weekend coming.. guess i have to go and clear all my ??? in my brain now! oh no! one project dued on 2 weeks times... haiz!! and is so demanding.. creativity is my weakness link here!!
okie okie...off to calculate how much i spend today. Comment! (1) | Recommend! | 
