Since I havent found the time to write in this thing for months..I've decided to give it up for a while..

Thanks to everyone who has read mine..=)

89-MCO-06
32-JFS-06
I'll be missing both of you<33

I love you Donald Robert Gatess<3
10.23.05

Goodbye everyone and good luck! =)

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yet again I havent written in foreverr. And I have a lot to write about soo yeahh..

I took all my finals and regents. I got a 94 on both my US and Global Regent! Oh yeahh:-D I got a 96 on my US final project. And a 90m on my Global one. My Chem midterm? haha Wont even go there;) But I passed. I got a 90 overall this marking period. Yay!

Donnie came up the weekend before all my regents and stuff. It was nice. We has fun..like always. I love it when he comes down.:)

Well the weekend that just passed, I spent in NEW JERSEY with Donnie. Crazzy huh? Here's how it all started.

Ater he dropped me off a few weekends ago..I was reallllly upset. I didnt want him to leave at all. And my Dad saw how sad I was. He came upstairs and tried to talk to me and make me feel better. It was wroking too welll. Then he felt really bad and was like what do u want me to do? What will make you happy? I was like let me go down there and visit him. He was like ok. I was stunned and was in shock. I didnt believe it. While all this was occuring, I was on the phone with Donnie. I was like baby I gotta call you backk. Then I talked to my Dad. And we discussed everything about me going down there. He wanted to know when and stuff and I told him that I had to talk to Donnie first and find out details etc etc. So I called him back and told him. He was in shock as well. He was sooo excited too. He told me he had to talk to his Unlce and he'd let me know. We talked for a while, then I went to bedd.

Monday morning..my last day of my semester 1 classes, the beginning of Regents week and me and Donnie's 3 months!<33:) School was ok. It was mostly review in all my classes. Gym was awesome. We played escape from Alcatraz. It was awesome. My team dominated every time. ;) That night I should have been studying for my global regent but I wasnt;) I ended up going up to PA and visited my family and stuff. It was funn. Then I came home, talked to my booo then went to bedd.

Tuesday..Took my global regent. I kicked assss. Then I had to work at 4. I talked on the phone like all night then I went to bedd.

Wednesday..I didnt have any regents..so I slept in till like 11. Then at 1:15 Courtney came and picked me up and I went to her house. We went to the mall and I got new socks and news thongss:P I also got a new coat. My Daddy bought it for me for my bday. I went home and did my usual phone with my boo and bedd.

Thursday..I had my US regent. I also kicked that ones ass. Then I hung out with Michelle for a while. We ended up going to Walmart and Sams. I got some new stuff. Then we just hung out. I went home and did my usual phone with my booo and bedd.

Friday I had to work 8-3. Work was goood. It felt like summer again. I liked it. Then I came home and got around. Then me and Alesia went to the mall. We had funn. I got some more socks and thongs. Then we came back to my house and just talked. She left at 9ish when Donnie called. Then Manda came home from work. Her and I stayed up and just talked. It was funn.

Saturday I had to work 6-1. I dont remember but i dont think it was that bad. After work Shawn took me and Manda to the mall. We had fun. They took me home and I just hung out. I talked to Donnie and went to bedd.

Sunday I had to work 6-1. Work wasnt bad. Then I went home and just hung out.

Monday I didnt have school. So I just hung out most of the dayy. Chelle and Aweb came over and we just chilled. Then my Dad took us to the mall. He bought me some new shoess. Then we came back to my house and they went home. And I did my usual;)

Tuesday..the start of new classes. It was scarry. I kinda like my new classes. In English we did this weird activity with tootpaste, tootpicks and a plate. We squeezed all the toothpaste onto the plate and had to put it back into the tube with the toothpicks. A little impossible eh? That was the lesson. It was coool. I had to work tues-thurs cuz I took the weekend off;) The whole week went by soo fast. It was great. Cuz everyday that passed meant I was closer to going to New Jersey. :)

Friday morning I woke up super duper early so I could finish packing to go. I had to call Donnie at 730 to wake him upp. And I did. I was sooo excited. All day in school i couldnt wait to go. I literally counted down the minutes in last period. When the bell rang my heart raced. I met up with Chelle and Heather and we found Donnie waiting for us in the parking lot. He dropped his sisters off and we went to my house. I got my stuff while he had a "talk" with my Dad. haha..yeah;) Then we got my check, cashed it, and set on our wayy.:)

The drive down there was fun. We just talked and talked. It was greatt. We sang a lot too. haha. I fell asleep for a lil bit. But I was too excited. We got there and I met his Aunt, Uncle, and cousin. We talked to them for a while and just hung out. Then he had to go to work. First we went to Wendys and I got a kids meal with a Curious George toy;) I made Donnie keep it in his van. Then I went to work with him. It was cool. I helped him a lil bit. Then he had to do his route. That was really fun. We drove around all of New Jersey delivering the bread. It was cool. I fell asleep for the last part of it tho. I was exhausted. I woke up and he was almost done. Then we got back to his house and like 2 or 3ish and went to bed.

Sat morning I woke before him. It was like 7ish I think. So I kept bumping into him hoping he would wake up. haha Im evil:P He did and we just layed there. Then we fell back alseep. At like 8 o' clock..his Uncle bangs on the door to wake us up. I was like noooo.:( We ate breakfast, took showers, and got around. Then his cousin to his grandparents. Then all of us went to the mall. And let me tell you. This mall was HUGE. It was 4 stories high. I was like WOW. We walked around for a lil bit, played in the arcade, I soo beat Donnie and his Uncle at air hockey:) Then we got some food. The resturant we were at had an arcade in it and we got gift cards for it..so we went in it. It was sooooooo fun. We played lots and lots of gamess. I kicked butt at Trivia. Donnie and I went into one of those photo booths and got out pic done. They actually sketched it. It came out greatt:) We ended up winning 1556 coupons..so we spent them. They got a cookie monster for David, a tootsie roll thing for his uncle and a Scooby Doo for me. Then we just walked around. Donnie took me on this virtual reality roller coaster thing. Omg it was soooooooo awesome. I loved it. Then we just walked around. They had sooo many storess. We let the mall at like 5ish. I slept half the way home. I was beatt. Then we picked up David and went back to Donnie's. We just hung out and watched movies and suchh. Then he had to go help out at work for a lil bit and I went with himm. He got out at like 11ish..so we went to this diner. It was pretty good. I got stuffed shells and he got shrimp. Then we went back to his house. We watched some tv and then went to bedd.

Sunday we got to sleep in a lil bit. At 9ish we got showers and got around to leave. We left his house at like 10. We wanted Quiznos but they were closed. We went in this one store called just a buck. I got a pic frame for the pic of me and Donnie. And I also got some food. He bought me this little rose pin. Its sooo cute.:) Then we got subwayy. Then we left. :(:( I slept like the entire wayy home. I was soo exhausted. We got to Elmira, went to his house, dropped my stuff off, then went back to his house. We chilled there for a while. Donnie called his boss and asked if he could have the day off..And his boss said no.:( what a bummer. He had to Roger to Binghamton. I went with him and slept the way there and backk. Then we got back, he dropped Roger off, said goodbye..then took me to my house. I didnt want him to leave. But he had to.:( He wanted me to call him at 7 and I did..And we talked til almost midnight. Then I went to bedd.

Yesterday, school sucked like alwayss. Then I had to work. It wasnt that bad at all. I came home, and called Manda. We talked on the phone for quite a while. Then I talked to Donnie till midnight. Then I tried to sleep..but I kept waking up like every hr..it sucked.

Today I went to school for first and a lil bit of second period..but I felt sooo sick so my Dad picked me up. And here I am noww.

I had a reallllllly good weekend. I wouldnt trade it for anything.:)

Prom=February 25th!:)

I miss you baby..Thanks for an amazing weekend. I love you verrrrry much!<33

Well Im out..

PeAcE

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My weekend was greatt:)

Friday dduring last period I found out that Donnie was coming up so that totally made my day. I went home, picked up my check and cashed it. then went tanning. Then I spent like a million hours cleaning my room:-P haha Then Manda and Shawn came over and just chilled. I talked to Donnie on the phone. Then Me and Manda stayed up really late just talking.

Saturday I had to work 6-2. It wasnt tooo bad. Donnie came and saw me on break. He got his car...FINALLY!:) It's hott;) Then I went back to work. My last 3 hours went by soo slow. But my last hr flew by. Donnie picked me and went back to my house. I got around and thenwe went to his house. We hung out there for a while. He made me dinner. It was the best tv dinner ever.:) It was sooo sweet.:)
Then we went and rented movies. We started watching 4 brothers. It was pretty good. Then we just hung out downstairs. And then he took me home.

Sunday, My birthday, I woke at 9ish. I didnt have to work. It was greatt. I took a shower and got around. Then Donnie came and picked me up. We went to his house. And just hung out there. We finished 4 brothers. That movie was goood. Then we went to Mcd's and I used my $15 certificate and bought 15 double cheeseburgers.! haha i know:-P I fed Donnies and my family..so its all good. We just hung out most of the day. We watched Wedding Crashers. That movie was funny.;) Yeahhh:) It was amazing. Then went home and had my bday cake. My Dad had them put hot lipss on it!:( Then Donnie had tpo go home. I didnt want him to go.:/ Then I finished watching Season 2 of the OC, called Donnie and went to bed.

Yesterday I woke up and just layed around. And watched some more of the OC. Then my friend Alesia calls me. I havent talked to her in like a year. It was weird. She asked me to go to the mall with her and I said yess. HEr and her bf picked me up and we headed up to the mall. It was cool. We went to Friendlys. Omg it was soo good. I got this honey mustard chicken sandwich. Yummm:) Then they took me home. I did all my hw and got a good start on my essay for US. Then I talked to Donnie and went to bed.

This morning..I just feel all blah:( I feel really sad. Its just one of them days I guess.:-/

Today in Ceramics my box that I made for Donnie came out of the glaze fire and the lid was stuck on. Soo i had to put it under hot water for like a half hour. It eventually came off and I cut my finger on it. That really hurt:(

Well next period Im going ice skating for gym. yay:)

Hopefull Donnie is coming up this weekend. I miss himm already:(

Chem midterm friday!:-X

Well Im out

I love you<3

PeAcE

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yet again, it's been quite a while since I last wrote..

Well Donnie never came New years. Its a long story:( I was soo bummed. We talked on the phone all night tho. And when the balll dropped..we were on the phone soo we were kinda together right? haha. He was also supposed to come down last weekend..And his uncle was sick soo yeah:( I was soo bummed.:/

Vacation ended and I had to go back to school. I did wanna come back. This semester is almost over. I've got one midterm and 2 regents. Not too bad I guess. I have 2 final projects due tho. All I have to do for my US projsct is a timeline and a 5 paragraph essay. Not too bad. I've got all the info I need. Im gonan do it over the weekend. We havent even gotten our global project yet. The only midterm I have is for chem. I'll do aiight I hope ;) I got a 90 on my last test. woot for me!

Last night..My Dad and I got into a huge, POINTLESS arguement. He threatened to take away my internet and everything. He wouldnt even let me talk to Donnie when he called. But like a half an hour later he calls me downstairs and is like you can call him for a half an hour. I was verry grateful for that.:) And then this morning he said he wont take the onternet away! yay..And he even offered to help drive Donnie down here to get his car. I was like wow..Im not complaining tho;)

My birthday is on sunday. Im kinda excited but them im kinda not. idk

Ohh yeah guess what? Juinior Prom is on February 25th. Im soo excited!:)

Hopefully Donnie is coming down this weekend. Im gonan try and try to get him down here. I missssssssssssss him:(

I only have to work tomorrow cuz I requested sunday cuz of my bday.

Well I think im outt..

I miss you soo much..I hope I can see you! I love you<3

PeAcE

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Wow..I cant believe how long its been since I last wrote in here. I've been kind of busy but also too lazy to write..so here I go..

Donnie came up like 3 weekends ago. That weekened was wow..amazing. He's soo great:)

School has been good. No complaints really. Except I lost my agenda last week. It makes me sad cuz I had a pic of Donnie in there and now its gone:( I hope I find it when we come back from break.

Work has been good. It's been sooo dead lately and theres bothing to do. But other than that its good.

On December 16th we had our first snow day of the year. It was awesome. I was lazzy most of the day. I played Who wants to be a millionnaire with my Dad and sucked sooo bad:P Then my Dad took me and Manda to the mall soo we could do some xmas shopping. I got all Donnie's presents. And I got Mandas too. That weekend Donnie didnt some up so it was prettty borring.

Last week was a verrrrry good week. We only had a 4 day school week. So it was all good. Friday the 23rd was me and Donnies 2 months! yay:) That day me, Manda, Shawn, and Chelle went to the mall. It was sooo funn. I got a new shirt from Aero, new black boots,and a purse from AE. I bought Donnie's Mom a movie for Christmas. Then went to Tops, Hollywood Video and Dollar tree. Then we ended up back at my house and wrapped presents. Then we made some cookies, and Shawn helped me make this oreo no bake dessert for Donnie's family. It was soo fun. Then we had to drop Chelle off home. On the way out the door we smelled something awful. My dog did his business of the floor. OMFG it was sooooooo gross. Everyone ran outside so I can to clean it up all by myself. I could not stop gagging. We dropped Chelle off and got some gas. Came back to my house then went over to Awebs. We gave him his xmas presents. And he gave us ours. We got boxes of chocolates. They are soo good..except my Dad ate half my effin box.:( Shawn went home and we went to bed.

On Christmas Eve, Manda and I had to work 6-2. Donnie texted at like 630 and said he was here. He came in at like 8ish with Heather and they visited me. In went on break at 9 and he came to visit me again. We went over to Mobil to visit Heather. Then I had to go back to work. I got out at 1 cuz it was sooo dead. And when Donnie came and picked me up there were flowers and a card laying on my seat. How cute:) I was like awwwwwwwww. Manda got out early too..so we went back to my house, it was locked..so we went over to Donnie's. We took his brothers to the park to play bball. We went back to my house and Manadas parents picked her up. Then Me and Donnie went for a walk, picked up Heather, went to Quiznos., and back to my house. I got a shower and then we went to his house. I gave his Mom her movie. She loved it. She got me this cute hoodie, makeup kit thinger, and this body wash set. It was soo sweet of her. Then me and Donnie exchanged gifts. He opened mine first. I got him 2 shirts, a hoodie, a necklace, a burnt cd, candy, and card n letter. Then I opened his. I was sooooo nervous. Everyone was like staring at me. Then I opened it. He got me this BEAUTIFUL and I mean BEAUTIFUL necklace. I almost cried. His Mom took a pic of my face as I opened it. I cant wait to see it:P Then we went and got some movies. We watched The longest yard and The Dukes o Hazzard. Then I had to go home. I went to bed.

Christmas morning I was awoke by all the screaming kids. We opened our gifts. I got lots of perfume, a new bball, The Notebook, a shirt, a gold cross and gold hoop earrings. yeah..whatever.. Then I got a shower and got around. Then Donnie came and picked me up. We hung out at his house for a while. Then we watched Dukes of Hazzard again. We just chilled for most of the day. He took me home at like 5ish. I ate dinner and he picked me up at like 630. Then we went to Bens or a little bit and then back to his house. We watched the movie Guess who. It was soo funny. Then we watched Anger management and maid in manhatten. I got a really niiice massage and the rest of my Christmas present:) haha.. Then I went home and went to bed.

Monday Donnie came and picked me up. Then we went to his house and just chilled and stuff. Then we had to pick his brothers up from the mall. And we just hung out most of the day. Then he had to go home. I did not want him to leave. I cried and cried. What a baby I am:p I misssss him soooooooo much

This week I worked tuesday, wednesday, and thursday. Wednesday night I soent the night at Mandas. It was funn. I love herrrrrr.

Well tomorrowm I get to see my boo! I cant wait. I've missed him sooooo much. And guess what else? Im getting my bellybutton pierced tomorrow. Im soo excited. yay:)

Well I think im outtt..

I miss you soo much and I cant wait till tomorrow. I love you

PeAcE

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