I havent written in here in a few days bc Katie keeps MAKIN me go to lunch. haha

Things have been pretty good. I met my neighbor Sam, whos 15 in 10th grade and goes to Southside. We are good friends now. She's cool. I chilled with her Tuesday, worked Wedenesday, and chilled wid her again yesterday. Fun fun..

Tuesday night I was on the phone till like 11. I went downstiars to go to school and my Dad said you look tired. I said I am. Then he was like "well, if you werent on the phone all night..." stupid asshole..lol

Wednesday, I worked 4-7:50. It was sooooo nice out all day. I was soo sad I had to work. :-( Then I went home and called this one guy. (no names can be mentioned! :-X) And we talked for a while. Then he asked what happened that night something "didnt happen." haha dont ask... And I told him the truth and.... he flipped out on me! He was like "I cant believe you blah blah blah, I cant look at you the same..I dont want anything to do with you.." Just stupid shit like that. But yet we talked till 11 again. And he was at his friends house. And they called whatshisface.I freakin cried. I was like just lket it be. And they wouldnt. It really pissed me off how he got so mad. How he is gonna judge me on sometihng I cant control or change? Fuck that.. I dont need that shit...

Yesterday i hung out with Sam again. It was fun. The OC was on last night. (my all time favorite show). It's sooo good..

Today I woke a half hour late. I was sooo mad.. And when I got to school I opened the door and it swung back and hit me in the head. It hurt :-( 1st and 2nd period we watchced The day after tomorrow. It was sooo good.

Idk what I'm doin this weekend. I think I'm chillin wid Sam Saturday after work and Katie Sunday after work. Tonight I kinda wanted to chill with this one gurl.. god I cant remeber her name :-P But she hasnt gotten ahold of me..hint hint.. haha

Well thats all I have to say sooo..

4 days till Spring Break!!! cant wait..:-)

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was reeeally short .. It went by so fast..

Friday I went home early cuz I didnt feel good. Then I had to work from 4-9. It was ok. It was verrry busy tho..

Saturday I worked 7-3. It was a good day. I saw Josh too. Damn he looked good. :-)
It brought back some memories too :-( I got to go home an hour early bc we were sooo dead. After work I got my haircut. It looks pretty good. I got layers. It's soo soft. :-) Then Kristen came down and spent the night. We rented "Thirteen." And bought lots of food. It was funn.. Then Katie called my cell at like 10 and we talked for a bit. She's awesome. I think we are hangin out this Friday. :-) I think we are goin bowlin or something like that. It will be awesome.

Sunday I worked 8-4. It was soooo slow all dy. But it was so fun. Everyone was goffin off. I was carryin an empty box and Brandon kicked it and hit me in the nose. :-) It was funny. Then Matt threw meat seasoning all over Pat and made him sneeze really bad. And we played "basketball" with paper balls. haha greatt times.. I got to work with Katie again so it was awesome. She made me stay a half hour later to talk to her on her break.

Overall, my weekend was good. It was just soo fast..

Swimming tomorrow! :-D

8 days till Spring Break.. cant wait ;-)

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I dont really have much to say today..Except it would be nice if I would get a phone call from some friends of mine...

Today we had swimming which was awesome like usual.

I have to work all weekend so I dont have no plans and the person I wanted chill with is busy so yano..

Well I'm gonna go..

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How come we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now
After all the years we been down
Aint no way no how, this bullshit can't be true
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you..
-I was listenin to that song last night and reminded me of a few things. :-I

Yesterday was decent day. Not too much happened. After school I went home and cleaned my room. Then Helen took my Dad to basketball. After that, Helen, my 2 sisters and I went to Wal-mart. I got a new bathing suit. It's soo cute. I love it. I bought some new hair stuff too. I saw Paul there too. :-( I know he saw me but he kept ignoring me. Whatever he's a loser anyway. Then we went home. I studied for my test, took a shower and went to bed.

Oh yeah, I bought Karma by Lloyd Banks, but it wont work so idk..:-(

Today has been awesome so far. I had swimmin first period. I was soo excited. I got there like 10 mins early.:-) The class got separated into 2 groups. I was on the beginners side lol.. i cant backstoke very well.. But i had soo much fun. Matt Bombarger and I had fun. We kept makin fun of the teacher and the ways her face looked when she came up for air.. :-P hah funn stuff. Then I jumped off the diving board again. I kinda hurt my leg. haha it was fun tho. I love swimming. I cant wait till Friday. :-D

Well I think I'm gonna go for now..

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..was fun yesterday. At first I was nervous/self conciensious. Nicole and I walked outta the locker room and we were kinda late. Everyone was sittin at the benches waitin for it to begin. As we come outta the locker room, ALL the boys leaned forward on the bench to look at us. I was like heyy :-).. Ahh so embaressing. Then the boys had to do their swim "test". Damn most of them have HOTT bodys. I've learned to appreciate gym a lot more now ;-). The the girls had to do their tests. There were only 4 gurls that swam yesterday. Then we had free swim. I jumped off the diving board and smaked my thigh in the water. It hurt. :-( But it was soo fun. Cant wait till tomorrow. :-)

I finally got my $75 refill card for my cell!.. I wanna get new ringtone but I cant decide between Karma by Lloyd Banks or Karma by Alicia Keys. Any ideas?? :-)

Last night my Dad and I talked a lot .. It was good. I felt a lot better.

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..sucks soo much. I absolutely hate having to say goodbye to someone that I care about.

So Wednesday night, Ruth texts me and tells me that she "needs" to talk to me. So I call her. Come to find out, she's movin back to Skaneatles [sp]. (It's near Syracuse)
I was like why????????!!!!!!! It was family reasons I guess, idk. So we talked for like 2 hrs. We hung up and I went to bed. Just as I was fallin alseep, my cell goes off, and it was Ruth. We texted each other till like midnight. Finally I went to bed. Of course I didnt sleep.

So I get to school Thurdsday and I couldnt find Ruth ne where. Finally I see her and she gives me one of those sad looks. We walked around till the warnin bell rang. Then we went to my locker. (Which ment we only had 10 mins till I had to go to class and she had to leave.) Justin Lane was at my locker wid us too. He was soo sweet I looove him. Well we only had 5 mins left. Ruth and I stood in the hall just huggin and cryin for like ever. I gave her the pic frame with our pic in it and we said goodbye. I walked into class cryin my eyes out. I just couldnt stop cryin. Everyone was like whats wrong??!! The Pat was like,"Aww whats wrong? What boy did this to you? I'll beat him up for you." That made me laugh. The Mike came in and put his hand on my chin and was like, "Stiffin up that upper lip soldier." Aww
Then I went up to Mr. Lattimore and asked him if I could go call home. He was like of course. He's soo sweet. I went to the nurses office and called home. Then Helen came and picked me up. And I went home. Later that day Ruth is like "I'm not leavin till tomorrow, wanna hang out?" So I went to her hhouse and chilled till like 10. The I went home and went to bed.

Friday I woke up and just hung out for a while. I called Ruth and asked her if she wanted to chill and she said she couldnt bc of her Dad. I was like ok. She said she'd call me b4 I went to work. She never called. Then I went to work @ 5. While I was workin I managed to slip and fall in the front of the store, in front of everyone. It was soo funny. I couldnt stop laughin. Everyone who was workin and everyone was there at rush hr saw me fall on my ass. They laughed at me soo hard.
After that my wrist started hurtin really baad. It got to the point where I couldnt move it. So I went to the Er. I sprained my wrist and had to wear this ugly splint. The I went home and went to bed.

Saturday I had to work 9-5. I got there and asked Ruth's bro Jay if she left or not. He said she left and didnt say goodbye. I was like, "join the club. She didnt even call me." The I worked all day. Then I went home. I called Ruth's cell and there was no answer. The she called me back. She really pissed me off too but we wont go into that. Then I went to bed.

Sunday, Easter, I had to work 9-5. It was soooooooooooo slow alll day. My 8 hrs took forever. Then I went home, had a NASTY dinner. I did hw and laundry. Then I went to bed.

Well the bell is gonna ring so yeah...

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